Bitchniggaz
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Ive dabbled with opiates for years, rarely done it daily for more then a week straight.
I know many can handle them untill one day and they get stuck for years etc.
So im quite aware of the riscs involved with this class of drugs.
But so far ive been able to handle it ok.
However most times ive played around with them has been in periods where ive had a flexible work schedule.
So ive been able to just go CT and ride out any WD without having a job i have to go to.
Or its been a kind of job that didnt require me to be 100% etc.
Now is a bit different though, i have a massage therapist/personal training business and rent a space at a studio/clinic.
So when im working i have to perform and def not be in visible withdrawals.
I also have a course every few weekends i cant miss etc.
So anyway, atm ive been on raw opium for 17days in a row.
I ran out so got some oxy's to last me untill thursday next week.
The plan is to have thursday next week be the last day im on.
Thats becauce then i will have untill wednesday the week after before i need to work again.
If i didnt have the course this weekend then i would stop after today.
And last weekend i worked on saturday so had to be sharp aswell etc.
Basicly i work wed/thursday every other week, and wed/thur/sat the next etc.
And then my course about once per month.
Anyway do you think its easier if i lower my doses slowly next week just trying to barely feel some wd creeping up?
Or should i just stay on the same dose and CT it?
Also what would be easier to end it off with?
Oxycontin (40mg) or raw opium?
I feel that the raw opium has a longer duration and usually the wd comes up slow like 36-40h after my last dose.
Whereas oxy is stronger but the effects doesnt last as long.
Im starting to understand how some people cant get out of the loop.
It takes some planning if you are the kind who are very functional on opiates.
Personally the WD has never been superbad for me.
However i understand its different if you stay on for years etc.
I have been on kratom in the past for periods of 6-12months.
And that was way worse coming off ime.
But mostly becauce some WD effects lingered for months.
I know many can handle them untill one day and they get stuck for years etc.
So im quite aware of the riscs involved with this class of drugs.
But so far ive been able to handle it ok.
However most times ive played around with them has been in periods where ive had a flexible work schedule.
So ive been able to just go CT and ride out any WD without having a job i have to go to.
Or its been a kind of job that didnt require me to be 100% etc.
Now is a bit different though, i have a massage therapist/personal training business and rent a space at a studio/clinic.
So when im working i have to perform and def not be in visible withdrawals.
I also have a course every few weekends i cant miss etc.
So anyway, atm ive been on raw opium for 17days in a row.
I ran out so got some oxy's to last me untill thursday next week.
The plan is to have thursday next week be the last day im on.
Thats becauce then i will have untill wednesday the week after before i need to work again.
If i didnt have the course this weekend then i would stop after today.
And last weekend i worked on saturday so had to be sharp aswell etc.
Basicly i work wed/thursday every other week, and wed/thur/sat the next etc.
And then my course about once per month.
Anyway do you think its easier if i lower my doses slowly next week just trying to barely feel some wd creeping up?
Or should i just stay on the same dose and CT it?
Also what would be easier to end it off with?
Oxycontin (40mg) or raw opium?
I feel that the raw opium has a longer duration and usually the wd comes up slow like 36-40h after my last dose.
Whereas oxy is stronger but the effects doesnt last as long.
Im starting to understand how some people cant get out of the loop.
It takes some planning if you are the kind who are very functional on opiates.
Personally the WD has never been superbad for me.
However i understand its different if you stay on for years etc.
I have been on kratom in the past for periods of 6-12months.
And that was way worse coming off ime.
But mostly becauce some WD effects lingered for months.
