Hey thanks so much for your informative response. I'm in the U.S. I figured he ripped me off, but I won't let it happen again, at least not with him!

So it should only be a few dollars per tab (does that mean an individual blotter)? People are just kind of rotten sometimes. Thanks so much on the if bitter or numbing spit it out right away! My therapist is totally on board with helping me, but of course can't get it for me. I trust this person immensely, so I think it will be good! I'll remember what you said tomorrow about mediating, breath concentration and letting go!
OMG! 3 tabs your first time, eh?
Namaste to you too my friend!
Thanks so much for all the info.