you return to nothingness, it aint about god, its aint about good, but its about good health but thats a side effect, its just what happens if you follow the way, its about good if you make it so, its about god if you make it so, but taoism doesnt tell you too, the universe doesnt tell you too, or i should say the underlying essence behind it
thats something that i like about taoism is that it just is, things just are, and thats meaningful in itself but it doesnt need to be, its just a side effect because you balance yourself with something that as much giving as it is taking,
abramic religion are about good and evil and they care about one side more than the other and they did ended up doing good and bad, they root for the good but they inevitably ended up doing so much bad in the name of good....
induism is about braman and maya as far as i understand it, which is basically that we are all god, everything is god except for maya, which is a illusion we get caught up in for the sake of drama, for the sake of entertainment, for the sake of forgetting that we are god so that we could experience ourself (the whole universe) as individual parts of it, as every individual parts of it through infinity, and thats pretty cool and ive being there done that, it makes sense in regard of my own psychedelic experience, but then im not sure why you should remember that you are braman if its as much about forgetting that you are it
again it seems to be about one side more than the other but im not sure about hinduism, i find it hard to find whats its about inside all that cultural bagage they put inthere and all over the place, but then, well maby thats the point for the sake of balancing what they say about remembering with a billion stuff you dont need to know for the sake of making you forget what its about
some people say you cant really take Hinduism out of india and maybe thats the case ?
but then Buddha did that, and as some say Buddhism is Hinduism ready for export...
now i find buddhism a little annoying, its always about buddha, why such a personality cult ? the meditating statues of buddha could hold a mirror so that you could see yourself in the buddha or something, and then its about enlightenment where life is suffering, well right there it doesnt start too well, and then there is something to do to free yourself from that and its to free yourself from desire, but then oops, it creates the desire for enlightenment, so you got a buch of people craving a desire for enlightenment but for the most part people dont really get too far, and if they really get into it they end up isolating themself, not having very active life, not having relationship, not having children, not being part of whats going on in the world, not participating in politics, (unless you are a political figure like the dalai lama) where they are isolating themself out of life where they dont want to take responsibility for killing meat or insect so they turn vegan, and eventually it feel like denial of life, it doesnt feel right, it doesnt feel good, those monk are pretty cool but idk how much sense it makes, isolating yourself to fap fap fap your third eye until you reach enlightenment but then you havent shared that with your wife(s) and kids, you dont make babies and create a living working community,
it ends up feeling pretty self absorb, it doesnt balance the world within with the world outside, and if you want to be free from desire shouldnt you be confronted by desire instead of avoiding desire ? and if its all a illusion shouldnt you free yourself from your desire of non desire and start playing around and have fun and drink and fuck and kill bugs and eat meat
so ive got a hard time understanding buddhism, there is lots of awesome stuff in there including lots of really insightful people and they sure arent warmonger but it just doesnt work for me the way i understand it,
in regards to taoism if it was a drug it would be a dissociative while taoism would be a psychedelic, both can get you there but buddhism is about isolating yourself to free yourself from the illusion while psychedelics (taoism) will get you there by immersing yourself in everything around, going in nature and ending up in a state of synestesia where all is one, all is light
but then buddha's philosophy came from rejecting the world he lived in while taoist came from observing the world they lived in without rejecting any personal bias because it aint about 1 guy, its about a community of people through time
the Egyptian are pretty cool, thats old as fuck, its about ra, the sun god, and then you have deities around that that seem to be based on real people but they added mystical property to them because they were close to the sun, they had great understanding of the world around them and that enlightenment was godly so they became representation of ra, different personification of ra, the sun
so its pretty much monotheism but still dressed up as animism so god is the sun and deities have animal head, and animal have sacred meanings
but it really aint monotheism because its moving around and ever changing and merging
but as much as buddhism might have being hinduism ready for import i can see abramic faith as egypt mysticism ready for export
and they sure where into the idea of a after life
and they were so meticulous about this, it seemed center stage to their identity
but then im not sure why im talking about egypt, except maybe to connect it back to christianity
jesus did rose from the dead...
and i should rise and go get myself something to eat...
long post is long and its saying
"The text that you have entered is too long (23783 characters). Please shorten it to 10000 characters long."
well now im not sure why am i writhing in a blog with speed limits
i guess ill cut in parts
so so where the fuck am i going with this, do i care to picked off where i left,
talking about influence in my life, and starting with a title suggesting taoist content
but i did include that, and i was saying why i think that taoism is the best for me
if you are into science what kind of practice do you do, well i was into psychology so psychoanalysis was wat wat, and it still is, i always go back and understand where im coming from and where im going and how ive became what ive became, again its pavlov's dog, thats how i got interested in psychology, thats how i realize to what extend we were machine in dynamics
dy·nam·ics (d-nmks)
n.
1.
a. (used with a sing. verb) The branch of mechanics that is concerned with the effects of forces on the motion of a body or system of bodies, especially of forces that do not originate within the system itself. Also called kinetics.
how most of what we are is taken from around us, that we are our environment and that if you can control your environment...or others environment...
for instant in highschool one day with a friend in class at the end of the day i started closing my books and moving my chair back n forth and closing the zipper on my pen n shit case and all that, me and him making all those little noise over and over until everyone started doing the same, it triggered their reaction way earlier that it should have being if they would have looked at the clock, there was still maybe 10 min left to the class, but i fucked with their brain by creating the sensory illusion that a lot of people were closing their books and all that...and that was pretty funny, i was experimenting, observing, trying to understand people, trying to understand my own self...
so i was trying to understand what triggered this : why
i had started to wonder why, on a existential level, and thats about the time ive also left christianity behind and eventually called myself a atheism
i was wondering why and why i was wondering why
it went in two direction
and then came acid...
thats something that i like about taoism is that it just is, things just are, and thats meaningful in itself but it doesnt need to be, its just a side effect because you balance yourself with something that as much giving as it is taking,
abramic religion are about good and evil and they care about one side more than the other and they did ended up doing good and bad, they root for the good but they inevitably ended up doing so much bad in the name of good....
induism is about braman and maya as far as i understand it, which is basically that we are all god, everything is god except for maya, which is a illusion we get caught up in for the sake of drama, for the sake of entertainment, for the sake of forgetting that we are god so that we could experience ourself (the whole universe) as individual parts of it, as every individual parts of it through infinity, and thats pretty cool and ive being there done that, it makes sense in regard of my own psychedelic experience, but then im not sure why you should remember that you are braman if its as much about forgetting that you are it
again it seems to be about one side more than the other but im not sure about hinduism, i find it hard to find whats its about inside all that cultural bagage they put inthere and all over the place, but then, well maby thats the point for the sake of balancing what they say about remembering with a billion stuff you dont need to know for the sake of making you forget what its about
some people say you cant really take Hinduism out of india and maybe thats the case ?
but then Buddha did that, and as some say Buddhism is Hinduism ready for export...
now i find buddhism a little annoying, its always about buddha, why such a personality cult ? the meditating statues of buddha could hold a mirror so that you could see yourself in the buddha or something, and then its about enlightenment where life is suffering, well right there it doesnt start too well, and then there is something to do to free yourself from that and its to free yourself from desire, but then oops, it creates the desire for enlightenment, so you got a buch of people craving a desire for enlightenment but for the most part people dont really get too far, and if they really get into it they end up isolating themself, not having very active life, not having relationship, not having children, not being part of whats going on in the world, not participating in politics, (unless you are a political figure like the dalai lama) where they are isolating themself out of life where they dont want to take responsibility for killing meat or insect so they turn vegan, and eventually it feel like denial of life, it doesnt feel right, it doesnt feel good, those monk are pretty cool but idk how much sense it makes, isolating yourself to fap fap fap your third eye until you reach enlightenment but then you havent shared that with your wife(s) and kids, you dont make babies and create a living working community,
it ends up feeling pretty self absorb, it doesnt balance the world within with the world outside, and if you want to be free from desire shouldnt you be confronted by desire instead of avoiding desire ? and if its all a illusion shouldnt you free yourself from your desire of non desire and start playing around and have fun and drink and fuck and kill bugs and eat meat
so ive got a hard time understanding buddhism, there is lots of awesome stuff in there including lots of really insightful people and they sure arent warmonger but it just doesnt work for me the way i understand it,
in regards to taoism if it was a drug it would be a dissociative while taoism would be a psychedelic, both can get you there but buddhism is about isolating yourself to free yourself from the illusion while psychedelics (taoism) will get you there by immersing yourself in everything around, going in nature and ending up in a state of synestesia where all is one, all is light
but then buddha's philosophy came from rejecting the world he lived in while taoist came from observing the world they lived in without rejecting any personal bias because it aint about 1 guy, its about a community of people through time
the Egyptian are pretty cool, thats old as fuck, its about ra, the sun god, and then you have deities around that that seem to be based on real people but they added mystical property to them because they were close to the sun, they had great understanding of the world around them and that enlightenment was godly so they became representation of ra, different personification of ra, the sun
so its pretty much monotheism but still dressed up as animism so god is the sun and deities have animal head, and animal have sacred meanings
but it really aint monotheism because its moving around and ever changing and merging
but as much as buddhism might have being hinduism ready for import i can see abramic faith as egypt mysticism ready for export
and they sure where into the idea of a after life
and they were so meticulous about this, it seemed center stage to their identity
but then im not sure why im talking about egypt, except maybe to connect it back to christianity
jesus did rose from the dead...
and i should rise and go get myself something to eat...
long post is long and its saying
"The text that you have entered is too long (23783 characters). Please shorten it to 10000 characters long."
well now im not sure why am i writhing in a blog with speed limits
i guess ill cut in parts
so so where the fuck am i going with this, do i care to picked off where i left,
talking about influence in my life, and starting with a title suggesting taoist content
but i did include that, and i was saying why i think that taoism is the best for me
if you are into science what kind of practice do you do, well i was into psychology so psychoanalysis was wat wat, and it still is, i always go back and understand where im coming from and where im going and how ive became what ive became, again its pavlov's dog, thats how i got interested in psychology, thats how i realize to what extend we were machine in dynamics
dy·nam·ics (d-nmks)
n.
1.
a. (used with a sing. verb) The branch of mechanics that is concerned with the effects of forces on the motion of a body or system of bodies, especially of forces that do not originate within the system itself. Also called kinetics.
how most of what we are is taken from around us, that we are our environment and that if you can control your environment...or others environment...
for instant in highschool one day with a friend in class at the end of the day i started closing my books and moving my chair back n forth and closing the zipper on my pen n shit case and all that, me and him making all those little noise over and over until everyone started doing the same, it triggered their reaction way earlier that it should have being if they would have looked at the clock, there was still maybe 10 min left to the class, but i fucked with their brain by creating the sensory illusion that a lot of people were closing their books and all that...and that was pretty funny, i was experimenting, observing, trying to understand people, trying to understand my own self...
so i was trying to understand what triggered this : why
i had started to wonder why, on a existential level, and thats about the time ive also left christianity behind and eventually called myself a atheism
i was wondering why and why i was wondering why
it went in two direction
and then came acid...