empty_remains
Bluelighter
I walked out of my visit with my daughter with shooting pains in my arm. I don't get to see her again for two or three weeks and the whole time we were together she just kept telling me that she wanted to come home with me. She's been gone since January and she doesn't understand why. When it was time for her to go the guys that picks her up came and she started crying. She's been telling me that he's mean but won't say anything else, I've been worring that she covering up something. I know I'm prolly just jumping at anything but it's not something she just said once. By the time it was time for me to go she was sobbing and shaking. She just kept hold of me saying she wanted to go with me. Her head buried in my sholder begging me to take her home broke my heart. The sub caseworker just stood there said I have to leave and pulled Syl off of me. No heart no feeling just, you have to leave now.
I lost my whole family in January and I don't know how to handle this pain.
* I guess this is more of a rant *
I lost my whole family in January and I don't know how to handle this pain.
* I guess this is more of a rant *
