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Greenlighter
First of all I'm new to internet forums like this and I apologize if this has already been covered and I just couldn't find it. I really need some advice here. First a little backstory as it may be useful in answering my question.
Ok so I've been an opiate addict for about 5 years now. The last 2 and 1/2 years I have been on Subutex after swit in my opinching from OC/heroin. The bupe did make me functional but in my opinion it has just postponed the inevitable, fearsome, loathsome WDs. I've tried a couple of times to come off the subs but I guess I'm just a huge pussy. It just lasts sooo long and I always end up rationalizing myself back onto the subs or relapse. But now I have to get off as I'm moving to China in a few weeks and don't want to deal with this bullshit there.
I weened myself down to a small 1-2mg of subutex a day (usually 2). I know it's no original idea but I decided to switch to doing 60mg of Morphine a day, 30 in the morning, 30 at night. My thinking is that by doing this I can get some significantly more intense WDs out of the way in a shorter time than less intense long term WDs. Plus I HAVE to get off all opiates soon for my move.
- Is this a bad/dumb idea?
- How long would it take to get hooked on real opiates again and off the sub? - (I got about 3 days into the Sub WDs before I started taking morphine, which I have now been on almost a week.
- How long are morphine withdrawals? (I have little experience with morphine. I chose it because I never cared for it much compared to everything else and thought I'd be less likely to relapse into the lifestyle too.
So am I making a mistake here or what? Advice, suggestions, whatever will be appreciated. I just don't know what to do anymore, I can't tell the difference between addiction rationalizing and reason.
Ok so I've been an opiate addict for about 5 years now. The last 2 and 1/2 years I have been on Subutex after swit in my opinching from OC/heroin. The bupe did make me functional but in my opinion it has just postponed the inevitable, fearsome, loathsome WDs. I've tried a couple of times to come off the subs but I guess I'm just a huge pussy. It just lasts sooo long and I always end up rationalizing myself back onto the subs or relapse. But now I have to get off as I'm moving to China in a few weeks and don't want to deal with this bullshit there.
I weened myself down to a small 1-2mg of subutex a day (usually 2). I know it's no original idea but I decided to switch to doing 60mg of Morphine a day, 30 in the morning, 30 at night. My thinking is that by doing this I can get some significantly more intense WDs out of the way in a shorter time than less intense long term WDs. Plus I HAVE to get off all opiates soon for my move.
- Is this a bad/dumb idea?
- How long would it take to get hooked on real opiates again and off the sub? - (I got about 3 days into the Sub WDs before I started taking morphine, which I have now been on almost a week.
- How long are morphine withdrawals? (I have little experience with morphine. I chose it because I never cared for it much compared to everything else and thought I'd be less likely to relapse into the lifestyle too.
So am I making a mistake here or what? Advice, suggestions, whatever will be appreciated. I just don't know what to do anymore, I can't tell the difference between addiction rationalizing and reason.


