So, I've been taking oxy at 1st on and off and then just on for about 6 years. Official dose is high as it is: 100mg/day. Unofficially, it's more like 400. I can get by ok though, as low as 60. For a couple days, I can manage. I'm very lucky in that withdrawal for me isn't terrible illness. It's terrible fucking pain though. I didn't get put on this shit for no reason. I'm beyond injured. Birth defect started it all. I've also been told by a few doctors that I have some enzyme in my liver that just burns through this shit, which I very much believe. These people had no interest in telling me that...it would be right after surgery #7 or whatever. That would explain why, at 5 feand tiny, I can drink more than any man I've ever met. I don't drink anymore though, so slight digression there.
I moved to a new state and soon learned regulation is about double or quadruple where it was where I came from. Saw doctor today and got bumped from start of day to end. Official start of withdrawal, but I hide it too well. He had no clue....prescribed methadone, effexor, and a muscle relaxant. I expressed huge reservation at methadone. I've partied plenty but never done heroin. I won't lie - recently considered to save some damn money. Never did though.
It's been 3 hours. I'm still in horrible pain. Did some homework and think I've been put on far too low a dose, and am also scared shitless. I got 5mg pills, 3xday. I've not come across anything like that yet in 3 hours of looking. Closest I've seen is 30. Another thing is this is apparently the worst thing to kick, ever, hands down.
I literally don't even smoke, don't drink and hate myself for the oxy habit I've developed. I have held out hope someone can "fix" my pain but no such luck yet. If I'm a lifer, I know this is best but.....fuck!
Dose thoughts??? I already took 15mg. Figured safe for day, safe now, and did wait full hour between each. I'm at about 10% relief at best. I can't do this shit if that's the best it gets. I have a toddler,a business, and so much more. Any info, thoughts, advice, etc is much appreciated. TIA.
I moved to a new state and soon learned regulation is about double or quadruple where it was where I came from. Saw doctor today and got bumped from start of day to end. Official start of withdrawal, but I hide it too well. He had no clue....prescribed methadone, effexor, and a muscle relaxant. I expressed huge reservation at methadone. I've partied plenty but never done heroin. I won't lie - recently considered to save some damn money. Never did though.
It's been 3 hours. I'm still in horrible pain. Did some homework and think I've been put on far too low a dose, and am also scared shitless. I got 5mg pills, 3xday. I've not come across anything like that yet in 3 hours of looking. Closest I've seen is 30. Another thing is this is apparently the worst thing to kick, ever, hands down.
I literally don't even smoke, don't drink and hate myself for the oxy habit I've developed. I have held out hope someone can "fix" my pain but no such luck yet. If I'm a lifer, I know this is best but.....fuck!
Dose thoughts??? I already took 15mg. Figured safe for day, safe now, and did wait full hour between each. I'm at about 10% relief at best. I can't do this shit if that's the best it gets. I have a toddler,a business, and so much more. Any info, thoughts, advice, etc is much appreciated. TIA.