satori18
Bluelighter
i am not sure what it means, because it lies just far enough out of reach.let me abue this cliche once more....
that distance away that leads me to believe it is accesable, but the effort for communication never comes to fruition.
i am ready for it, i am sure of it.
someone doesn't think so, so i try and i show my acknowledgement of the reality of my place in this situation.
i reach out, knowing the response. i neglect my useless ego and stroke yours.
encouragement is not what i am looking for. mere respect. is it so insignificant that we can approach the situation as if you forgot.
a lapse in human memory, resulting in an interaction that hurts.
i am not sure that i care, even know that i know you don't
instead i reach out again. setting myself up masochistically for the reactionary situation that i know too well
it lies just enough out of reach for me to grasp and understand your global positioning in relation to me,why i can't reach and why you are here, in my thinking...in my stomach...and in my sex.
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satori shalom
that distance away that leads me to believe it is accesable, but the effort for communication never comes to fruition.
i am ready for it, i am sure of it.
someone doesn't think so, so i try and i show my acknowledgement of the reality of my place in this situation.
i reach out, knowing the response. i neglect my useless ego and stroke yours.
encouragement is not what i am looking for. mere respect. is it so insignificant that we can approach the situation as if you forgot.
a lapse in human memory, resulting in an interaction that hurts.
i am not sure that i care, even know that i know you don't
instead i reach out again. setting myself up masochistically for the reactionary situation that i know too well
it lies just enough out of reach for me to grasp and understand your global positioning in relation to me,why i can't reach and why you are here, in my thinking...in my stomach...and in my sex.
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satori shalom
