i went thru the phone records to make sure we'd spoken since the email snafu. i wish i could remember our last conversation. i was so damn sketchy. if you were willing to try, u damn sure desrved more or better, i should say, than i gave you. it was just that you were already seared into me & i was gun shy.
1. you encouraged me to help others long before i ever knew the amount of advocacy you were involved in. that showed tremendous character.
2. you accepted my shortcomings
3. you showed interest in my pics
4. we did share some laughs & were pretty well matched intellectually.
5. we both seemed serious about being together.
and it goes on...
but it seems like you came,showed me, pointed me in the right direction loved me as you could, then vanished forever. you showed me you've got balls and that i need to grow a pair regarding several areas in my life.
i hope you didn't go because you were disappointed with/in me. i hope you didn't get mad and think this is the best i can do after all these years? wish i'd given you more emotional slack. i'm so sorry baby.
1. you encouraged me to help others long before i ever knew the amount of advocacy you were involved in. that showed tremendous character.
2. you accepted my shortcomings
3. you showed interest in my pics
4. we did share some laughs & were pretty well matched intellectually.
5. we both seemed serious about being together.
and it goes on...
but it seems like you came,showed me, pointed me in the right direction loved me as you could, then vanished forever. you showed me you've got balls and that i need to grow a pair regarding several areas in my life.
i hope you didn't go because you were disappointed with/in me. i hope you didn't get mad and think this is the best i can do after all these years? wish i'd given you more emotional slack. i'm so sorry baby.