i wasnt being that serious altho attempts in the past at doing so never lead to death and just pushing drug abuse tloo far including very high PMA doses and multiple mixed downers i just woke up from.
guess what i am saying is i prefer short term comfort at the moment im not that really scared of dying as i am certain it will happen in the next 5 years easily with my conditions anyway
guess what i am saying is i prefer short term comfort at the moment im not that really scared of dying as i am certain it will happen in the next 5 years easily with my conditions anyway

