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suicide - the only escape?

I don't know if I should tell him about my benzo problem though. Would he cancel my prescription? That wouldn't help anything.
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Honey only you know what you need to do. I think your doctor needs to help you get off the benzo's, but not until you are ready.
 
You just need to make sure of two things with your psych. First, don't bring it up if you're not really ready. I don't normally consider it "advice" to tell someone to hide things from their therapist, but unless you have a really good one, there can be problems sometimes. Second, don't let the psych push you around once you do tell them. I had a therapist once who tried to convince me I was addicted to marijuana when I was very clearly not. It just made me more uncomfortable about everything going on. You need a professional who's going to *support* you on your journy, not push you through it with a cattle prod. If you don't feel that your psych is right, try a different one! I just can't stress enough how much it helps when you're finally getting the help you need.
 
I am going through my daily dreaming of terminating my existance, then I have created one hell of A crisis for myself. At the moment, I am doing two diaries in order to catch up with myself and keep ahead of my self destructive desires and actions.
I am sure life is worth seeing through...
 
look kid, you got a LOT ahead of you, you're literally JUST getting started. You are an intelligent kid and i think as most of the other members have agreed that it is the benzo that is making you feel this bad. I think you need some introspection. Think about it man, if you are afraid of hurting your mom then that means you love her and probably vice versa. The withdrawal is rough. I feel your pain on that but alot of drugs do cause you to have anxiety and these depressive thoughts. You need to get some good friends...Trust me. It seems like you already have plenty here and we're all rootin for you except for mr. social frustration a couple posts above me who decided it would be better to tell of some kid for a bad withdraw. Dude, like i said you are JUST gettin started. Make a dream for urself, anything at all will work and work toward it. I quit cocaine by doing that. I quit cold turkey, and i didn't need any therapists or bullshit rehabs or a job, you just need some people that will listen and you got that here man.
 
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