fastandbulbous
Bluelight Crew
when i was able to snort or shoot 2-3 grams of meth a day, staying up for weeks at a time save for a few 15 minute cat naps here and there, 5000 hits of acid isn't really that big of a deal. All that shit was fun as hell...until it wasn't anymore. Meth turned me into a crazy pissed off asshole that drove off 2 of the greatest loves ill ever know.
So i can understand why you might be skeptical, and i understand. But i have no reason to brag about how fucked up i let myself get, i'm merely admiting it.
The following statement "5000 hits of acid isn't really that big of a deal" is to me indicative of this having a touch of the walter mitty's as 5000 does throughout the course of a life is a fuckin' big deal, but in the space of three years? That's 3.3mg of LSD per week and even without any underlying psychiatric problems, that much is going to put you in the sort of state that requires a prolonged period at one of those healt farms with the rubber rooms. The 'not really that big of a deal' just drips with testosterone as even the most hardcore LSD consumers I know would eat that much.
Actually, the very fact that you have a definite figure like 5000 over 3 years just doesn't ring true. Ask any veteran acid eater how many they've eaten over the last year and you'd get a vague response eg definitely over 50, probably a bit more, but in all honesty I don't really know. So unless you kept a journal with 'Dear Diary' entries logging each & every ingestion over that period, stating a def figure like 5000 just doesn't fit (neither does keeping a daily diary if you're on a seriuos, prolonged LSD binge). Even the Merry pranksters didn't approach that level of individual consumption and they took way more LSD than most who develop a liking for the stuff.
I'm pretty sure that anubody else here who's had a prolonged love affair with psychedelics would agree with me w.r.t. the accurate assessment of past consumption etc
So in the final summation, that just sounds like a story desigfned purely for the purpose ofkudos among your peers & others with no basis in reality (if you'd said 500 & not 5000 then people might have believed you, but as it stands...)



