Moving this over to OD, but I am not sure how pleased they will be there to read a message that seems to be stemming from someone's anterograde amnesia episode. Come back soon with a clear question, although it seems to me after decyphering that you have been... exaggerating with benzo's and want to ask if it is okay to take a little more?
I think you answered your own question by saying or as it looks to me trying to say 'exaggerating'. Hold off on the dope until you can string together a sentence again and don't need the Ambien Walrus to translate for you.
Anyway I like benzo's for sure but know just about enough how GABAergic withdrawals feel not to fuck with them as recreational drugs.
Oh and next time you want to go off-topic with 'nautz' go to the social thread where you can yell other things.