so tomorrow starts my first day of suboxone. this time it's not just to maintain, but for a month break. i'm going to try to take the subs for only 3-4 days and then stop. i hope this will be sufficient, as i don't want to just replace my OC habit for the subs. i want to take at least a month off from my daily OC use and try to get back to a 'weekend only' deal. hopefully i can actually keep it that way this time around. everyone says that it's going to be impossible after having an addiction, but i'd love to prove them wrong. i miss the euphoria from taking pills only on occasion. it's become more of a chore now than a good time. i guess we will see what happens- wish me luck! 
