I know my next step is bupe after I'm done with insufflating dialluid for 4 years. Tried stopping cold turkey multiple times and failed miserably. The withdrawl is too much. So I use. The high part was gone months into dillys. Then it was just feeling OK. Then not being on them horrible. My dependency came when I got iv from hospital for a few weeks. Then tried chasing the dragon (dumb and delusional) with snorting dillys.
I want to take the next step bc I don't get high from dilaudid so I'm not chasing that with bupe. Just don't want horrible withdrawls like I've had .
I hope you're doing good OP!