So long story short, I'm a chronic opiate addict with a pretty high tolerance and i've been on suboxone for two years. I've had trouble in the past with abusing my prescription, but I was honest about it and my doctor and I discussed the reasons why, upped my therapy...yap yap yap. The consequence was, the next time I call him to fill a prescription early or make an appointment more than five days ahead of refill date, he's cutting me off and sending me back to inpatient.
So in the past couple of weeks my back pain has been increasing and my depression has taken a real downward spiral and I've been taking about six milligrams more than my script. I've been able to go four or five days without in the past by using loperamide and naproxen and sleep, but I'm going to be leaving the state and going on vacation in the Smokies with my husband and child and our friends for ten days and I will be without suboxone for all of them. It's shitty planning on my part, shitty behavior on my part and I've returned to my regular dosage successfully over the past few days, but still, it's going to be shitty.
I have no access to "get some benzos" or "get some painkillers" (nor do I want to go back down the painkiller road), I don't know any Sub patients in Chicago who keep a stash that I could do a quick taper from...so I guess I'm asking what you think of my plan:
- start loperamide a few days before we leave, get stable
- bring lope, sleeping pills, St. John's Wort, antidepressants on vacation
- don't try and taper off lope until we get home.
Is there anything else otc or 'home remedy' I can do before or while I'm there?
So in the past couple of weeks my back pain has been increasing and my depression has taken a real downward spiral and I've been taking about six milligrams more than my script. I've been able to go four or five days without in the past by using loperamide and naproxen and sleep, but I'm going to be leaving the state and going on vacation in the Smokies with my husband and child and our friends for ten days and I will be without suboxone for all of them. It's shitty planning on my part, shitty behavior on my part and I've returned to my regular dosage successfully over the past few days, but still, it's going to be shitty.
I have no access to "get some benzos" or "get some painkillers" (nor do I want to go back down the painkiller road), I don't know any Sub patients in Chicago who keep a stash that I could do a quick taper from...so I guess I'm asking what you think of my plan:
- start loperamide a few days before we leave, get stable
- bring lope, sleeping pills, St. John's Wort, antidepressants on vacation
- don't try and taper off lope until we get home.
Is there anything else otc or 'home remedy' I can do before or while I'm there?