Hey guys ill get right to the point I've been on a downward spiral for the past year with opiates IV heroin, opanas, oxys so on and so forth and I've been trying to get on at a methadone clinic but I can't make the drive before work everyday because its 45 min away. Anyway I decided to enter a suboxone program which seems to be ok but I won't be able to get help till early october on there program. So they gave me a number to a doc that writes a script for a months worth. The visit is *expensive* the cost of the subs which is pretty high. Anyway my problem is that I'm currently not phsically addicted to opiates I usually bing on the weekends and end up blowing my entire check I've been addicted recently and am very used to the feeling. I'm cought in this cycle of mental addiction and finacially its tearing my life apart. I have an appoitment with the doc next week and yes I know I shouldn't be going without a tolerance but I'm not sure what else to do my question is when I go the session should I just make sure I act like I'm in withdrawl I know every symptom very well. I've heard he goes through a check list to see where your at in your withdrawl is this true ? Also should I make sure to have some opiates in my system incase of a piss test ? I know its not the best plan but I truely don't know if I can ever get away from opiates. Ps I also have used suboxone from the street for months at a time and it worked wonders for me
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