Okay, here goes...
I've been on 8mg daily for about 6 months. I plan to try your suggested schedule starting tomorrow. Think that's okay?
Before subbies, I was on oxy/hydro/heroin for about 10 years. Daily user, but drug/amount varied depending on availability and my finances. My preference was oxy and I would guess I averaged 100mg per day. Always preferred IV, but needles are hard to get around here (Chattanooga, TN) and my veins are about shot anyway. With oxy/hydro, I usually chewed 'em up and washed down with hot coffee on an empty stomach. Always got good results. Never understood snorting opiates of any kind, especially pills. Seemed like a waste of drugs (I got very little effect out of it) and rough on the nose to boot. Seems like all the kids are into it but I don't get it.
Anyway, with subs I avoided WD's of course and got a bit of an energy boost. No euphoria at all and sometimes a panicky feeling, which I hate. My source is about to dry up soon so I figure I'd best just get off 'em altogether ASAP.
Wish I could just commit to recovery, but after numerous failed attempts I don't see it happening any time soon. Over the last 35+ years my DOC's have ranged from marijuana to LSD to alcohol to benzos to cocaine to methamphetamine to opiates-- opiates being my favorite, marijuana and LSD being the least problematic, and alcohol being the most vicious. I have never been successfully abstinent from all drugs although I went 2 years once using 12-Step programs. I've tried religion, psychotherapy and everything else, too. At the age of 56 I've come to accept that I just love to get high and always will. I aim for harm reduction.
Thank you all for all your help. I'll stay in touch.
Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness,
jasperkent