silverfucked
Bluelighter
I was inducted two months ago..Took 12-16mg for those two months..Till I realized that I was always tired, and impotent on a level that I had never experienced before..
So I read up and figured I was overdosing..I took two days off and my energy and boner returned..Then I took 2mg, then an off day, and another 2mg..THen I found myself feeling like shit..I went to have sex with my gf and my dick was limp..bad. I was also raging with anxiety..This two days ago..
So yesterday I took 6mg and by midnight was feeling withdrawals..Woke up this morning sweaty, depressed, anxious..Tryed to jerk off as a test, and the porn didnt turn me on, it actually disgusted me..I took 4mg two hours ago, and now I feel great emotionally and physically..
Am I doomed to never get boners? It's like the bupe either kills them because of the dose, or the symptoms of withdrawals make sex seem quite unpleasant, mentally..
When I was inducted, we fucked like bunnies..It was amazing to be sexually competent again...And then it just faded away.
THe embarrasment and shame of not getting it up is also fueling the anxiety for future sexual encounters..She is incredibly supportive, but the point is we both enjoy sex, and I don't want her to suffer that consequence..
So, am I withdrawing? Am I still too high? I dont know..Any reccomendations..Im also about to hit up a buddy whos dealer sells viagra..I need help.
So I read up and figured I was overdosing..I took two days off and my energy and boner returned..Then I took 2mg, then an off day, and another 2mg..THen I found myself feeling like shit..I went to have sex with my gf and my dick was limp..bad. I was also raging with anxiety..This two days ago..
So yesterday I took 6mg and by midnight was feeling withdrawals..Woke up this morning sweaty, depressed, anxious..Tryed to jerk off as a test, and the porn didnt turn me on, it actually disgusted me..I took 4mg two hours ago, and now I feel great emotionally and physically..
Am I doomed to never get boners? It's like the bupe either kills them because of the dose, or the symptoms of withdrawals make sex seem quite unpleasant, mentally..
When I was inducted, we fucked like bunnies..It was amazing to be sexually competent again...And then it just faded away.
THe embarrasment and shame of not getting it up is also fueling the anxiety for future sexual encounters..She is incredibly supportive, but the point is we both enjoy sex, and I don't want her to suffer that consequence..
So, am I withdrawing? Am I still too high? I dont know..Any reccomendations..Im also about to hit up a buddy whos dealer sells viagra..I need help.