So I have been on a low dose of sub since my last relapse for two months, 2mg. I went to beach for a week and forgot all meds. I was freaking out but not much I could do. Funny how my gear was the first and last thing I had packed before quitting Heroin. I?m almost at 8 months with two slips. My week wasn?t pleasant but I pulled thru. Insomnia and stomach issues were bad and I was a bit short and agitated, but upon arriving at home I knew I would take my sub and I did. And Yes it did make me feel better. I have a few concerts coming up and better to know I can?t get high even if I tried. At least I tell myself. I don?t want to be on subs anymore what do you think is my best bet, should I just stop completely or should I taper off? The thing is I really didn?t have that horrible of a week CT off 2mg. I exercise regularly and attribute that to most of my success. I really cannot think of anything better in my recovery. I would just like some input from those who have been there done that. This site has helped me all this way, I just need a little more guidance with this next step.
Any help or encouragement would greatly be appreciated.
Any help or encouragement would greatly be appreciated.