I have been IVing varying amounts of Suboxone multiple times daily for about 7 months, and have been on subs for about 1.5 years for "self-prescribed" MT. I usually consume between 4-8 MGs daily. I don't really have a set schedule, and sometimes get through a day with as little as 2 MG. Sometimes I taper down to really small amounts (like less than 1 MG), so I can switch to full agonists for a day or three or a week or whatever is affordable/available and convenient at the time. I can do this relatively painlessly, only running into insomnia and a mild shitty feeling with the lower doses. After a binge, I'll start with a small dose...to see if it's safe (PWDs SUCK!), and work my way back up to my usual 4-8 MG daily use. I usually IV 1-2 MGs at a time, going higher yields very little return.
Yep...and I'm tired of this ride. I regret ever getting habituated to bupe in the first place. I should have just suffered through a few days of withdrawal...like I had 100 times before that. Fuck me and my "great" luck of finding like 3 reliable Suboxone sources in the midst of a rather terrible oxymorph/heroin withdrawal. 1000s of dollars and a much worse addiction...all for what? Anyways back on topic in 3...2...1...
So I know I'll never be able to quit while I'm still shooting it, so that part absolutely must go first. I want to switch to plugging, then maybe back to proper SL use. Just the idea of putting sub under my tongue seems literally ridiculous and impossible at this point, maybe an intermediate step like plugging will bridge the gap? I've plugged lots of Adderall before with great success and enjoyment (sure beats trying to IV that stuff), so I know the general procedure and have the right gear for it. Also I've experimented with plugging Suboxone in the past and found it to work pretty well, well enough I think to get me off the pins.
My one main concern is shit. If I'm going to be plugging and tapering according to a set schedule, I can't wait until I after I shit to booty up. Keep in mind that as a chronic daily user of Suboxone I have very infrequent "movements", doesn't matter how much or what I eat...I'll be lucky to go 3 times in a week. Can I perform some sort of pre-wash to clear the area? Laxitives maybe? Has anyone here tapered using his method? I really want to quit poking myself, and save my veins for things that are worth it. Also really want to just be done with the Suboxone completely, it has cost me alot more than money, alot more than heroin ever could take from me. I guess I'm one of the "lucky ones".
Damn that was a long post. I'm looking at you dexamp!...keeping me up all night and making me think and shit, just who do you think you are? So yeah, thanks for reading!
Yep...and I'm tired of this ride. I regret ever getting habituated to bupe in the first place. I should have just suffered through a few days of withdrawal...like I had 100 times before that. Fuck me and my "great" luck of finding like 3 reliable Suboxone sources in the midst of a rather terrible oxymorph/heroin withdrawal. 1000s of dollars and a much worse addiction...all for what? Anyways back on topic in 3...2...1...
So I know I'll never be able to quit while I'm still shooting it, so that part absolutely must go first. I want to switch to plugging, then maybe back to proper SL use. Just the idea of putting sub under my tongue seems literally ridiculous and impossible at this point, maybe an intermediate step like plugging will bridge the gap? I've plugged lots of Adderall before with great success and enjoyment (sure beats trying to IV that stuff), so I know the general procedure and have the right gear for it. Also I've experimented with plugging Suboxone in the past and found it to work pretty well, well enough I think to get me off the pins.
My one main concern is shit. If I'm going to be plugging and tapering according to a set schedule, I can't wait until I after I shit to booty up. Keep in mind that as a chronic daily user of Suboxone I have very infrequent "movements", doesn't matter how much or what I eat...I'll be lucky to go 3 times in a week. Can I perform some sort of pre-wash to clear the area? Laxitives maybe? Has anyone here tapered using his method? I really want to quit poking myself, and save my veins for things that are worth it. Also really want to just be done with the Suboxone completely, it has cost me alot more than money, alot more than heroin ever could take from me. I guess I'm one of the "lucky ones".
Damn that was a long post. I'm looking at you dexamp!...keeping me up all night and making me think and shit, just who do you think you are? So yeah, thanks for reading!
