Suboxone Dilemma - MERGED

thanks. wonder how Kratom would work . someone told me they were gonna have it . damn my problem is i always miss heroin so much i always want 'just one more " time
 
man were always gonna miss heroin but we gotta do wut we gotta do. Think bout it this way atleast we got 2 experience how beautiful and evil dope is. Most people cant say that. Me n u n everey junkie got 2 experience what we think is the best feeling in the world so how can we not miss that. But we also know we cannot continue living in this fake happy world. Im telin u 4real try snorting the sub u might even get alittle buz that really kills the cravings. Then worry bout stopping the subs later but for now you gotta focus on just using subs. Let me know how it goes im really excited to c if its gonna help u or not all i know is is that it really helped me.
 
thanks. wonder how Kratom would work . someone told me they were gonna have it . damn my problem is i always miss heroin so much i always want 'just one more " time
one time never works someone told me once to play the tape from the first hit and where does the story go to from there? Ya get what I mean? Do dope one day maybe skip a day or two do dope again this time it so happens that ya bought yourself an emergency, just in case, ah fuck it bag. Ya end up doin dope two in row and your off, few weeks later you are back to square one broke, depressed, and defeated . Don't let it happen man ,it is enough that your life is on hold as we speak, don't waste any more energy on this. If you can stick it out, it has got to get better from here. If you fall it will get, oh way worse on ya real fast. You are the one with all the power use it.;)
 
why would snorting sub be better ? do u get a drip ? i cant believe that dope is so powerful that we have no control over it .
 
wel first off its better cuz it has a higher BA then sublingual. N theres not much of a drip and honestly its not bad at all. Im telin u what do u hav to loose giv it a shot it might really help u. I always used 2 talk shit about subs until i tried snorting it. Now i praise it listen u got nuthin to loose only 2 gain so giv it a shot.
 
why would snorting sub be better ? do u get a drip ? i cant believe that dope is so powerful that we have no control over it .

What is the difference if you snort it? and why would you want to anyway? That to me is not real good advice. But what works for me, don't always work for others. I just hope you work things out life is so much more. Besides I think about all the abuse I caused ME and I have to stop and think "Did I hate ME that much to keep inflicting pain upon myself not to mention the grief I caused my family omg I was a cunt. I rarely use that word but I call's em like i see's em..:(
 
Guess i could try sniffing it . for some reason seems nasty though ...............hope my boy with dope doesnt call, so hard to say no if he does
 
bluelight is a place for harm reduction, especially here on TDS. other drugs is probably a better place to discuss how to get high.

my personal opinion is to follow the dose and taper regiment that your doctor, a medical professional, has arranged for you. if this means still being on some amount of sub when you go overseas then stick with that. if you are still worried about carrying that medication overseas even after you called, get a letter from the countries medical/customs department. get it in writing. and get your doctor to write you a letter as well. if you have any more concerns, contact your own countries customs department and check with them too.
 
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i wasnt telling him how to get high. If he has bin taking subs for a month he will most likely not get high at all from snorting the subs. I just personalyy found that it is way more effictive when snorted and it has a higher BA and you can take much smaller doses.
 
Its ok man . And i decided im not gonna worry about taking the Sub overseas. I have my prescritption bottle so no reason i should have a problem . Subs legal in france anyways
 
Its ok man . And i decided im not gonna worry about taking the Sub overseas. I have my prescritption bottle so no reason i should have a problem . Subs legal in france anyways

Jake, will you keep us updated? I wish you well. Maybe add me to friends list. I am new here not sure how to go about that. But I would like to track your progress and be there for you if you need to vent...stay strong:)
 
How do i get right doctors for depression and what to do with subs

I need to get to a doctor for my depression/anxiety/ocd and i dont know where to turn..............I was seeing a suboxone dr. but couldnt afford it anymore. now i have 45 left and dont know if i should just taper off or try to go to new sub doc. dont want to be on them forever but im having hard time staying clean on low dose of sub,. i dont have a lot of cash to spend , i do have health insurance but you have to have some diagnosis to get mental health coverage. do i see a regular family dr. ? i dont know how to figure all this out
 
what i did was went to my general checkup doctor and told him about my depression and anxiety issues and he referred me to a psychiatrist. havnt gone yet but hoping it works out. i think i need to get on benzos even if they are addictive. i rather be able to function then be depressed and have panic attacks everytime i go somewhere.
 
same here ..............xanax are like a miracle cure to me ............and opiates, but now i may be stuck trying to get off sub with the 45 i have left . couldnt afford sub dr no more
 
I just went to my GP [normal family doctor] and told him I was anxious. Got klonopin and lots of it for a long time. I have been with this doc pretty much my whole life [on and off] and he knew about my heroin problems. The first thing he told me was when he first graduated from med school he interned at a methadone clinic. Great doctor even if he got me hooked on benzos, it was A LOT better than the alternative.

Good luck Jake

peace.
seedless
 
i thought they dont usually wanna give benzos to addicts. i dont even have a GP but i know with my insurance it would be cheap to see one. But do i go for a initial check up or tell and then tell i have anxiety or make appointment just for that reason ? i dont think i can afford a psychiatrist
but why even bother telling them i am on subs or was a dopefiend?
 
I agree telling them your on subs probably wont help if you are looking specifically for benzos. Like that old song goes, you cant always get want but sometimes you get what you need. Somebody mentioned Lexapro above and some friends I know said that worked for them. It didnt work for me though. I guess benzos worked for me short term but I didnt want to take them short term and ended up popping those little pills multiple time a day for years and had the nastiest w/d that lasted about a year. Than I hopped back on them for 1-2 month'ish to get off the bupe and kinda had rebound w/d is what I call it, not to bad though. Blew any opiate w/d out of the water massively.

Scroll down to read some of the benzo w/d hell I went thru, if your bored.
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=431487&highlight=benzo+withdrawl

I would be careful about starting benzos at least in my experience.

peace.
seedless
 
^^ Yep, there's a reason you should be careful about getting prescribed benzos, especially if you've had problems with addiction already. In fact, here in Australia it is almost IMPOSSIBLE to get prescribed benzos of any description, ever. I am an alcoholic and I've been trying to get a short prescription of temazepam to help with the insomnia while coming clean off alcohol, and no-one will prescribe it to me. Pretty harsh, but I can understand where they're coming from. Benzos are pretty damn addictive so for anyone who's clearly got addictive tendancies, it is NOT a good idea getting caught up in a benzo addiction.

There are other ways and other medications for coping with anxiety. Your best bet is to speak to a doctor and get a referral to a psychologist/therapist/counsellor. Good luck man.
 
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