Nice post, Haden. I'm new to subs, so that was a good read. My only question now is regarding PAWS. I've been on suboxone for a little more than a week, having started off with 6 mg a day for the first couple of days, then down to 3 mg a day for another couple of days, then 2 mg, then 1 mg, and now I'm at about .5. If I stay at .5 mg over the next week and go down to .25 for another week before jumping off, do you think I'll still get PAWs? I know it's probably impossible to say for sure, but I guess my question is, is it possible to avoid it if you start low enough?
You are really in a good way in terms of not experiencing too much, if any, PAWS, in my opinion. From my research it seems like those who suffer the worst PAWS are those who have been using bupe for extended periods of time (i.e. months, years, etc...) Bupe is a very powerful drug so if you were to stay at a dose as low as even .5mg for too long, it could be very hard to jump off.
I would do exactly what you're doing and try not to stay on the bupe for too long. If you have will power and self control you can utilize bupe very effectively to experience minimal acute/post acute withdrawal symptoms.
This is all just my opinions though, I could be wrong. One factor that I would assume is important in the equation is what your drug use was like before the bupe taper. For instance, if you had been taking long-lasting opioids like methadone, you would begin to feel pretty bad post acute withdrawal symptoms after you finished your bupe taper.
PAWS is a bitch, because it makes relapse nearly inevitable. The mild chills, the subtle aches, the night sweats and insomnia, etc... And to take your d.o.c. will take it all the shitty feelings away... Try and get really psyched about sobriety and ride a bike, drink tea, fuck beautiful women, etc... This can make a world of difference. If you sit around focusing on how bad you feel it will make PAWS so much worse. Also, reward yourself with luxuries such as fine wine (if you are a drinker), hot baths, saunas, or delicious healthy meals as much as possible.
I am fairly new to bupe myself, so maybe someone with more experience and knowledge can help you, like Captain Heroin. Good luck!