IndustrialStrength
Bluelighter
^^ Thanks for the good luck wishes.
It really does help connecting with others in the same situation.
Sadly enough pretty much all my friends use opiates & most IV.
Often times I'm the one ending up helping them acquire them & the like so often times my place becomes the shooting gallery.
Hell even when I don't help em out, they often come by to do shit as it's a safe comfortable place to do so, but it sucks for me.
It's so much harder to abstain when your helping friends prep & do the drugs that you desperately want to do.
Sadly enough that's just how it goes I guess.
I could ditch all my friends but I've done that to many times, I'd hate to do it again.
I may have to though just because of the stress it puts on me.
Sadly enough I'm a sucker for having a lot of compassion for others & end up doing what I can to help sick friends.
Ends up ruining my day but at least I help them.
I've found with opiates there's just an over abundance of catch 22's to deal with.
Haven't quite found a way to get around them & I doubt there is really an easy way to do so.
It really does help connecting with others in the same situation.
Sadly enough pretty much all my friends use opiates & most IV.
Often times I'm the one ending up helping them acquire them & the like so often times my place becomes the shooting gallery.
Hell even when I don't help em out, they often come by to do shit as it's a safe comfortable place to do so, but it sucks for me.
It's so much harder to abstain when your helping friends prep & do the drugs that you desperately want to do.
Sadly enough that's just how it goes I guess.
I could ditch all my friends but I've done that to many times, I'd hate to do it again.
I may have to though just because of the stress it puts on me.
Sadly enough I'm a sucker for having a lot of compassion for others & end up doing what I can to help sick friends.
Ends up ruining my day but at least I help them.
I've found with opiates there's just an over abundance of catch 22's to deal with.
Haven't quite found a way to get around them & I doubt there is really an easy way to do so.