I have a 5 day supply of subs that a friend gave me..I dont plan on being for any longer than I have to. I do plan on getting on H again, but I just need a break..and possibly a chance to get my habit under control..or.. i might just end up quitting completely..I dont know yet. Either way these subs are giving me a window of oppurtunity that I need.
I hope what I have gone threw is worth it
Day 1
I was feeling a bit sore, restless, and had severe cravings, I took the sub, went threw minor PWD's. That lasted 15 minutes, and then i felt super!
Day 2 Felt sick to my stomach all day, weak,dizzy, and very sleepy. The 2mg per 4 hours I was taking held the stomach churning at bay..but i never felt 100 percent, in fact there were times yesterday that I felt like i was going to die, If anything the subs just killed the cravings.. I had to deal with the rest of the stuff
Day 3 earlier this morning, I felt like i was dying, my eyes were very dilated, my heart was racing, and my chest sorted hurt. I was having a full fleged anxiety attack, I took a 1 mg strip of sub, smoked, and fell asleep like a baby. I woke up after about 4 hours I woke up..feeling..alright..I feel like I have a slight fever, i dont feel like i can eat, but over all i feel about 70 percent.
Since I am stll feeling the W/d's I figure I am not doing enough bupe to get hooked or even w/d once I stop after 5 days..but then again ive never used bupe before..if I take some hydrocodone at the end of my mini detox...will that help?