QUESTION - I have been insufflating 1.5-2MG Suboxone (lines, one 8MG Sub broken into eight equal amounts) per day for several months. Over the last two days I've only been taking a little piece of a line in the morning and @ night.
Right now I'm in pain from a chronic condition that I aggravated about a week ago... Motrin and Flexeril isn't even touching it.
Anyways, I've had thirty 10MG 'dones sitting around for MANY months and am in pain and want to use them up.
What would be a good dose to start at?
Will answer my own question for the benefit of others:
I took my my last dose of Suboxone & 6:00AM yesterday, which was quite a bit less than 1MG insufflated.
Took a few MG's (2-3) of Xanax throughout the night last night trying to get some sleep. Didn't work. Ended up being up pretty much all night, irritable and in pain. I finally fell asleep around 4ish.
Woke up @ 6:00AM and ate 20 MG's of Methadone and laid back down and slept till 9:00AM, A miracle in itself - I can never usually sleep past 6-6:30 or so. I usually wake up every morning with bad anxiety and generally feeling crappy, which is what happened @ 6 this morning.
Woke up @ 9:00AM feeling
absolutely WONDERFUL. The best I've felt in ages, with barely any pain in my arm. Just sleeping 'till 9:00AM was great in itself... I wasn't HIGH, I just felt great. (the way I'd love to feel everyday.. but we all know that's not going to happen until I'm COMPLETELY clean)
Took 20 more MG's of 'Done at 9AM and am just starting to feel it pretty good now. (11:30-ish) I'll probably take another 10-20 Mg's in a while and see where that puts me.
Anyways, it certainly worked for the pain...and now I'm hoping I can catch a little buzz since my day is clear and don't have any obligations.
I honestly feel so good I want to do some physical work around here but I don't want to hurt my arm anymore than it already is, so just gonna hang around the house and download movies and such.
Which brings up another thing I think is funny/scary that I noticed last night. Over the last year a few new release groups have shown up in the warez scene named Suboxone, Ritalin & Xanax. Not a good thing, since most of these "groups" are younger kids. Sigh. The "scene" certainly has changed since I was deeply involved as a kid. But that's another topic.
Really not sure what I'm going to do at this point though -- I have an appt. with a Dr. for my specific condition (got the referral from my Sub Doc yesterday) so we'll see what he has to say.. I'm likely going to require surgery, so I'm sure that's going to suck. I've never been under the knife, ever. When I asked my Sub Doc about this yesterday he said to not worry about it until I'm evaluated and the surgery is scheduled.... so we'll see what he decides to do.
Ugh - I know it's not going to be fun making the switch back to Subs in a couple days when my 'Dones run out but at least I'll be pain free for a bit... I wish I never severed my ties with most of my dealers who all think I'm clean now. (No, I don't consider myself clean. I take Suboxone - I'm just delaying the inevitable) .. Oh well. At least I've been able to save up more than 500 Subs. By the end of the year I should have more than 1000.
BAH.. I wish I never touched Opiates at all. To think two years ago I was making over $100,000 a year at a great job.. Now I'm unemployed with an Indian doing my job for less than 40k. (no, not prejudiced at all, towards anybody) I really liked the guy I trained to do my job... and I knew the whole time that's exactly what I was doing. They are a GREAT bunch of people with a rich & beautiful culture. Just a fact of my life.
How is this related? Well, I can't afford to live the lifestyle I like to live AND spend my play $ on my DOC anymore!
