hi i have been meaning to share some "oh i finally got it smack on the head feeling" in reguards to suboxone, first i have been on bupe for over a yr and a half, both subutex and suboxone, the tex while pregnant, i would like to say there isnt any real difference i have noticed but most everyone knows that,
but i want to just kind of reiterate on what i have been reading in here and for most of the internet for that matter, i finally got less is more,
i wanted really bad to trust my doctor but when he kept trying to make me go higher on my dose instead of lower, when he wouldnt let me come just monthly after a yr of clean urines, i finally decided to start looking for a new doctor by the way,
anywho i have a new doctor and he prescribed me sub as well as clonidine and vistiril , well i kind of knew that visitirl would be a potentiator so i decided to finally cut my dose down and wow holy shit i started feeling pretty good, and then i cut myself all the way down from twenty four mgs to eight mgs without any withdrawal actually oposite i started to feel my bupe,
wishing now i wasnt so hard headed for so long, i have been reading in here for along time about less is more and i just couldnt wrap my mind around that, plus my doctor kept saying that was bullshit (yeah he is saying that all the way to the bank)
the point i am trying to make is thankyou all so much for this forum for almost three mths now i feel good almost every damm day, i want to decrease to like four mgs soon but am a little nervous, but all this time i have been feeling really shitty from bupe thinking this shit dont work but to afraid to quit it, i see now i had myself sick from way to much bupe,
also i found that if i only take my clonidine once or twice a week with my bupe i actually get pretty good not like heroin but good, i cant do it all the time or tolerance will happen but it is awesome i feel good everyday and once or twice a week i feel real good,
not that my opinion means much, but i am just sharing my experience in the hopes that some hardhead like me might say hmmmm lets try this,
i no longer think bupe sucks i am very happy with it, more so than i ever was on like five yrs of methadone, who would have ever thunk a junkie like me would have a bunch of pills left over in her script every month
thanks for listening to me ramble and thanks to bluelight