Well fello Blers I'm proudly to say that i'm on day six of no Pain Meds. This is crazy great for me. I'm now on suboxone and i swear its a miracle drug. My girlfriend likes them and i hate to seethem leave my box almost get pissed about it she thinks she gets high from it.
And Hell the reason i'm on them is Its def. time in my life where i have to get off opiates. I lucky acquired 15 8mg subs. I'm going to try to make this all i need. If i think i need more i might be able to get more or go to the doc.
But on
DAY 1
I was going through some terrible withdrawls and didn't have any pain meds for 40 hrs. i think and had these subs. waiting for me. So, I was shitting, sweeting, clammy feeling the whole nine yards you guys know that deal. Well i said its def. time to try these subs. that i have never taken before in my life.
I have heard people used them to get high and i heard people are buying these 8mg of sub for like 30 to 40$ thats crazy...
I took 4 mg of sub in the morning around 10am. and at 12pm I wasn't sweeting shitting i didn't even have to take any poo poo pills to stop the shitts

hsahahahaha then came around 8 pm i took 2 mg xtra to get through the night.
DAY 2
Woke up felt ok then took 4mg. feeling great thinking damn this sub. shit is GOLD. later on the day i took 1 mg more
DAY 3
i popped out of bed like i was on opiates but not. I had so soooo much energy it was like someone fed me a 80 in my sleep hahha.
Day 4.
Sub 4mg. in the morning and the day goes by wonderful. My damn sweetlady wants me to give her one again. I start getting ill bc i'm the one with the damn pain problem and then she starts with i'm trying to get off of them too. But earlier she tells me that she doesn't have a pain prob hers is xanax. So, I say Y in the hell are you wanting my subs. This is killin me that she is taking my gold bars

so after she is bitching and complaining about to fucking cry i give her 3 mgs. she says that give her a headache and she needs 4 mgs. thats fucking weird.
Day 5
Didn't think about doing a pain pill just took 3mg. of sub.
and
1 before bed.
Today....
Day 6...
I now have 6 subs left 8mg ones. I took 4 mgs this morning don't know y i did 4mgs it was kind of dumb but i'm feeling great now and Its weird i'm fucking itching like I am on pain meds again. Don't get me wrong I love the itch.
And its making my head feel a lil floaty i'm digging that also.
I forgot to add I have been taking 2 mg. xanax everyday for these 6 days.
I'm so happy about sub. But i'm thinking of a tapering off schedule
TELL ME IF THIS SHOULD WORK my fellow bluelighters. I love you guys no shit
Been on here for a long time. longer than my profile says by three years.
Ok if i have 40mg of sub left.
should i go to 3mg. for 5 days then 2 for 7 days then 1 for 6days and then maybe do 1/2 of mg. for the remander of the time.
Sorry everyone for my rambling i have read all these pages on here about subs. and just don't want to get hooked on these damn things and have to depend on something else. People say here that they are hard to come of off. This is not sounding good to me.
So, is the schedule somewhat correct for me to do. So, i can kick this pain/sub/allOpiates
Thanks for reading and listing to my problems you guys are great
Peace, Love, *&* KappYness
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