Suboxone after Opana ER (Crush resistant) Long read about opiate use. Need advice!

[ItchyCub]

Okay. So I have a couple of questions. About 2 years ago I discovered snorting oxycodone 30mg and my life somewhat has changed. As the year went on I only did it on occasion, but when it got to the 1 year using point I went through a bad break up and started hanging with my friend who used heavy. We started doing Blues, morphine 200mg, and even xalgo (hydromorphone) for several months. After about 3-4 months of using at least one pill a day we decided to get clean. We went through hell for 2 straight weeks of going cold turkey. Last summer I drank heavy and went to music fesitivals and did a lot of uppers. When I got home from Camp Bisco, I needed to sleep so I got a 30mg roxy and blew it. Got fucked up. Started using again, at least 2 times a week until right now. So about 6 months. I still get off from one blue but not nearly as much as before, I ran into opana crush resistant 30mg. Tuesday night at about 1022pm I snorted a blue, then Wednesday at 325pm I took the opana. I didn't start nodding until like 10pm at night, (maybe because its time released and im a heavy guy, but nevertheless I was tired) its been about 26 hours since I swallowed that orally. I have 6, 2 mg strips of suboxone I want to take. Is it safe? or will I W/D? Also. I see a lot of people here have done dope, I never have and never will. I have experimented with opiates for 2 years and 1 blue still does the trick for me, so do you guys think I have a problem? (I know im addicted) but what I really mean is did you guys start out like me? I know I'll never get to the point of trying heroin or taking multiple pills every day. I beat this before and I can do it again, but something is eating at me telling me its not a safe pace i'm on. Few side notes. I'm trying to take the subs to get high, and so my opiate receptors are blocked for 72 hours so I can't use. 2mg of sub makes me feel nice, 4mg makes me nod. Take that into consideration and get back to me! appreciate it!