Hi all. Been on heroin-> methadone 90mg (worst detox by far) -> fentanyl, smoking roughly 10 blue pills a day, going back 25 years. When I moved to SC a year ago, I thought I’d be fine. With my California connections I’d make a killing, but it turns I out it’s REALLY dry in Greenville. Which is great cause it’s the only reason I got clean.They say “Geographics don’t work, you take your problems with you!” Wrong! They’re the ONLY thing that’s worked for me.
Anyway, in 10 days I ran out of Fent, didn’t bother tapering. It was horrendous. Barfing & diarrhea simultaneously. You know the drill. Got HAMMERED with depression like never before. After a month 75% of the symptoms (except depression ) died down, I got on 2mg subs. What a night & day difference! I had energy again. Quickly cut it to 1mg, felt fine. But walking off 1mg? Not so easy as you might think. That shit CLINGS to your receptors for dear life. I'm on my 4th attempt. 3 full days no subs, half a day into day 4.
Considering popping a few kratom. My question is this. Will the kratom prolong me being free? Will it slow me down from getting out the other side as soon as possible? Not sure I can last more than a couple more days like this.
PS - I take gabapentin & Ativan 4mg to 8mg to take the odd nap. Hope that wasn’t too much info, Thanks in advance!
- Shant D
Anyway, in 10 days I ran out of Fent, didn’t bother tapering. It was horrendous. Barfing & diarrhea simultaneously. You know the drill. Got HAMMERED with depression like never before. After a month 75% of the symptoms (except depression ) died down, I got on 2mg subs. What a night & day difference! I had energy again. Quickly cut it to 1mg, felt fine. But walking off 1mg? Not so easy as you might think. That shit CLINGS to your receptors for dear life. I'm on my 4th attempt. 3 full days no subs, half a day into day 4.
Considering popping a few kratom. My question is this. Will the kratom prolong me being free? Will it slow me down from getting out the other side as soon as possible? Not sure I can last more than a couple more days like this.
PS - I take gabapentin & Ativan 4mg to 8mg to take the odd nap. Hope that wasn’t too much info, Thanks in advance!
- Shant D