Stupid rant of shit.

We collided
a starry force of light
when night and day occur at the same time
but in our twilight, so far apart
gravity cannot deny
but an illusion of physics
a vortexed heart.
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I don't know if life is living without you
Or the sun is warm or the starts shine and the world stops turning without you by my side.
I don't know if a man dies without a soul
or when love fades away a heart begins to fail.
I don't know if eyes become blind, when there isn't light. Or whether hands paralyze without feeling.

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A time ago there was a girl with the world in one hand... and her heart in the other.
She read the signs
and felt the quakes of fault lines.
But never did she realize what everything would take. Or what was to be given.
Peering at the edge of her consciousness,
she thought how easy it was.. To get rid of it all.
To fall freely and end the mistakes.
When once she prayed to grow wings and rise like the mourning sun.
But night has over come.
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A little flame not a burning fire.
She chose many things, to make the pain go away, but in the end she left herself for dead.

All she needed, all she needed, all she needed, was more than she could find than the world was able to provide.
And she has chosen.
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Whose gonna save the wicked, wire the restless, and beat the tired? Bullshit that walks, talks, and breathes. Is this me?
A malcondition, some sort of harpy to the lord above?
Just put me down gently
like the bitch that i am
just put me down gently
like the bitch that i am
just put me down gently
like the bitch that i am
because living ain't living without you baby
because living ain't easy when im on my own.
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With no ground
a single drop
in an ocean of rain
with no island
to break this wave
and all the boys say
"She's beautiful"
and her loved ones believe
"She's brilliant"
But she doesn't know the reasons to it all.
No speech without sound.
No living without love.
No silence to suffer
or space between it all.
No mountains to climb
or emotions to overcome
It has won.

"No more food or sleep, maybe I'll disappear from me. Or I'll become pretty and someone might see me. Forgive me, free me, release me. I am the dust of me."
 
A time ago there was a girl with the world in one hand... and her heart in the other.
She read the signs
and felt the quakes of fault lines.
But never did she realize what everything would take. Or what was to be given.
Peering at the edge of her consciousness,
she thought how easy it was.. To get rid of it all.
To fall freely and end the mistakes.
When once she prayed to grow wings and rise like the mourning sun.
But night has over come.
I love love love this.
 
"No more food or sleep, maybe I'll disappear from me. Or I'll become pretty and someone might see me. Forgive me, free me, release me. I am the dust of me."

u gotta eat babe
 
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