cj
Bluelight Crew
As many of you know I am kinda treading the line between addiction and recovery. I have prescriptions to all the meds I take for the most part and you can take that for whatever its worth.
Stress hits me like a 1000 pound rock falling from a sky scraper. I have no clue how to deal with it outside of using drugs. I maxed out my credit card and now I am struggling to pay for the methadone clinic. I committed more fraud by asking for a larger line of credit so ill know how that goes in a couple days. but I don't want this to be about me.
After we hit rock bottom many of us find ourselves jobless living with family and lacking basic coping skills. Its a lot to deal with. I have no doubt that's why many of us overdose or kill ourselves by another method. What I am saying is how do we learn to deal with stress? Or how do you deal with stress?
I try to remember that none of this matters and we are all going to die anyway but sometimes that's not the most healthy line of thinking. I try isolating myself from the people who cause me stress but that's not always possible. Truthfully then I eat pills.
So yeah lets talk about it.
Stress hits me like a 1000 pound rock falling from a sky scraper. I have no clue how to deal with it outside of using drugs. I maxed out my credit card and now I am struggling to pay for the methadone clinic. I committed more fraud by asking for a larger line of credit so ill know how that goes in a couple days. but I don't want this to be about me.
After we hit rock bottom many of us find ourselves jobless living with family and lacking basic coping skills. Its a lot to deal with. I have no doubt that's why many of us overdose or kill ourselves by another method. What I am saying is how do we learn to deal with stress? Or how do you deal with stress?
I try to remember that none of this matters and we are all going to die anyway but sometimes that's not the most healthy line of thinking. I try isolating myself from the people who cause me stress but that's not always possible. Truthfully then I eat pills.
So yeah lets talk about it.