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Hello folks im new to blue light just joined today! been using it for years reading about peoples exeprinces! learned alot and i habe noticed theres alot of smart cookies on blue light!
Getting to the point>>
Yesterday
11am. I go to my (lets call it vendor) for my valium! he offers a bit of speed as he takes it a lot! He said it was the cleanest he had had in years! I never really take speed! once I have too it with friends and was up for 3 going on 4 days 96 hours! Basically had drug induced Phycosis! hearing voices etc.. lol was way messed up! anyway!
11.30 after a chat I take a bit! I asked for the smallest bit to feel something!
12.00 I can feel something! nothing much!
12.30 an hour after administration! im walkng home! start to feel great! Alert! Talkative! i phone my frend have a chat it feels good!
13.00 I feel amazing! i decide to mix benzos! good combo! IMO
14.00 still feeling great
as speed lasts long I could go on the hours for ages lol!
about 17.00 start to feel like its wearing off but still feel high! Usually I can control myself no bother but I think F**k it! i never treat myself lol! so I get another bit!
18.00 I take another bit a bit bigger than the first dose!
19.00 Feeling great! focused! Energised! I decide to walk along to my frinds we talk for a few hours! and go a walk! i give him benzos to chill him out so he does not get fed up with me probly constantly talking! I feel on speed you have to hold yourself back at times or esle you could end up talking to a stranger about your life story lol! I also give my friend him some Flubromazolam and a few Diaz so he is chilled out! I tell him to only to take 1 flubro! as they are potent! He has a high tolerence! but to be safe I give him 5 tell him to take 1 and wait!
As time does on i enjoy the trip! feels trippy in a good way! relaxed! energised and focused all at the same time! also very confident!
later Maybe 12pm, I feel its starting to ware of so its benzo time! I take maybe 120mg valium! 4mg Etizolam! and 4 Gabapentin (have another 6 gabas as my friend gave me a strip)
12 till 8am! I am not really nodding but feel energised and tired at the same time in a trippy good way lol!
8am I got to bed! No Anxiety! 3PM i wake up feeling a bit Rough! but just for like 5 minites! think thatwas was just from waking up lol!
>>So my thoughts good experience! was think I was lucky to get a clean bit of speed and also lucky to have benzos at hand for a sleep! Because when you do not sleep for days on speed and uppers in general on uppers that's when the major comedowns happen Like my first time! (bad)
So this is my second post! on Bluelight as a literally joined today! hope it was ok lol! if iv made any errors or anything like that let me know! be appricted!
Peace out folks!
Also feel free to check out my other thread if you want http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/785154-My-First-post!-Valium-Tolerence!?p=13496768#post13496768 (about my valium/Benzo tolerence and how it came to be)
Would also be good to hear thoughts! genral stuff! anything Im new! get talking ladies and gentlemen! lol
Thanks!
Getting to the point>>
Yesterday
11am. I go to my (lets call it vendor) for my valium! he offers a bit of speed as he takes it a lot! He said it was the cleanest he had had in years! I never really take speed! once I have too it with friends and was up for 3 going on 4 days 96 hours! Basically had drug induced Phycosis! hearing voices etc.. lol was way messed up! anyway!
11.30 after a chat I take a bit! I asked for the smallest bit to feel something!
12.00 I can feel something! nothing much!
12.30 an hour after administration! im walkng home! start to feel great! Alert! Talkative! i phone my frend have a chat it feels good!
13.00 I feel amazing! i decide to mix benzos! good combo! IMO
14.00 still feeling great
as speed lasts long I could go on the hours for ages lol!
about 17.00 start to feel like its wearing off but still feel high! Usually I can control myself no bother but I think F**k it! i never treat myself lol! so I get another bit!
18.00 I take another bit a bit bigger than the first dose!
19.00 Feeling great! focused! Energised! I decide to walk along to my frinds we talk for a few hours! and go a walk! i give him benzos to chill him out so he does not get fed up with me probly constantly talking! I feel on speed you have to hold yourself back at times or esle you could end up talking to a stranger about your life story lol! I also give my friend him some Flubromazolam and a few Diaz so he is chilled out! I tell him to only to take 1 flubro! as they are potent! He has a high tolerence! but to be safe I give him 5 tell him to take 1 and wait!
As time does on i enjoy the trip! feels trippy in a good way! relaxed! energised and focused all at the same time! also very confident!
later Maybe 12pm, I feel its starting to ware of so its benzo time! I take maybe 120mg valium! 4mg Etizolam! and 4 Gabapentin (have another 6 gabas as my friend gave me a strip)
12 till 8am! I am not really nodding but feel energised and tired at the same time in a trippy good way lol!
8am I got to bed! No Anxiety! 3PM i wake up feeling a bit Rough! but just for like 5 minites! think thatwas was just from waking up lol!
>>So my thoughts good experience! was think I was lucky to get a clean bit of speed and also lucky to have benzos at hand for a sleep! Because when you do not sleep for days on speed and uppers in general on uppers that's when the major comedowns happen Like my first time! (bad)
So this is my second post! on Bluelight as a literally joined today! hope it was ok lol! if iv made any errors or anything like that let me know! be appricted!
Peace out folks!
Also feel free to check out my other thread if you want http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/785154-My-First-post!-Valium-Tolerence!?p=13496768#post13496768 (about my valium/Benzo tolerence and how it came to be)
Would also be good to hear thoughts! genral stuff! anything Im new! get talking ladies and gentlemen! lol
Thanks!
