Sooo im caught up in a strange dillema within myself
Soo when i decided to go to detox and get clean, it also had a falling out with my krew/boyz
After being clean for a month i started getting affiliated with another group of boyz around my area, This caused rivalry and basically danger/resentment towards me for jumping ship (even though i knew that ship was sinking and thats why i left it)
Soo me disassociated with my old group and running around with another, i knew it was only a matter of time before my previous was put outta commission.
Soo lastnight i go out to a party, and im hanging out with a girl a introduced to my old krew and she sorta became part of the "family"
Now she was allways good to me, and even when i had beef she would warn me about whos about to come, lie to them about spotting me ect....
but lastnight we talk about how things have been, and shit just got real deep.
Basically, they want me back in the soo called family, whipe all our history clean, and start fresh. Because after all that happened, when i was part of the family, i put loyalty first, and i guess now they realize that now that im gone (or this could totaly be a set up and i could be getting my ass beat)
the thing is, since ive left, the authority have been hammering down hard on them (i guess its spring cleaning time) and now they are in jail, all the houses got raided, and apparently the cops are watching everyone (with me and this girl being an exception, Me since i left when i did)
now heres my predicament, Im supposed to ride with this girl, and go to the houses, and hit the stash spots for the money the authority diddnt confiscate (or diddnt find) About 18,000$ and we are supposed to use this money to bail them out.
this gaining my respect back, and proving my loyalty.
the thing is, after all ive been through, and after everything thats gone down, Is there really such a thing as Honor Among Thieves ???
Some part of me, wants to get that money and go away somewhere far away, and start fresh. This could be my one and only chance. But then my home, where ive lived since i was a child, would be a territory id never be able to set foot in again.
What do you think?? Honor Among Thieves or Every Man For Himself??
how should this world really work?