I'm wondering if anyone here with a history of daily Adderall use has been able to stay off of it by choice.
If so, how did you do it?
I just ate my last 15 mg because 4 day weekend + being between semesters = I'm not worried about lying in bed all Xmas. But I can easily see my shrink next week and re-up. This is what's killed my last few discontinuation attempts.
I don't have ADHD. The Adderall was prescribed after I finished a year of methadone and was lethargic. That was 2 years ago.
I'm supposed to be taking 30 mg daily, but I average 45-60. I can't stop myself from self-administering and I'm behaving weirdly (paranoid ideations, repetitive thoughts, compulsive behavior, palilalia and a bunch of other shit that resembles either mild psychosis or some kind of tic disorder.
So yeah, anyone who's voluntarily kicked speed, please tell me how you pulled it off. Much appreciated.
If so, how did you do it?
I just ate my last 15 mg because 4 day weekend + being between semesters = I'm not worried about lying in bed all Xmas. But I can easily see my shrink next week and re-up. This is what's killed my last few discontinuation attempts.
I don't have ADHD. The Adderall was prescribed after I finished a year of methadone and was lethargic. That was 2 years ago.
I'm supposed to be taking 30 mg daily, but I average 45-60. I can't stop myself from self-administering and I'm behaving weirdly (paranoid ideations, repetitive thoughts, compulsive behavior, palilalia and a bunch of other shit that resembles either mild psychosis or some kind of tic disorder.
So yeah, anyone who's voluntarily kicked speed, please tell me how you pulled it off. Much appreciated.
