last night i did .4 (brown powder m) then another .2 about 40 minutes later. it was all good at first but then it just didnt feel as magical and happy as usual, i felt like i was permafried or something like i just felt dumb and out of it. rather than feeling happy n high it just felt like i was literlly 'on drugs'. i would notice the way some people looked totally creepy and out of it cuz they were on something and i just had a weird vibe the whole night. it's almost like i was seeing the scary negative side of drugs and the use of them around me?
i would also get what i think are brain zaps that came with whole body spasms and it wud take me like a split second to realise where i was and that happend numerous times throughout the night. i think that might have been from the lights too though (i was a club) cuz i get little brain zaps sometimes (not body ones tho) when im n the car and the sun is flickering really fast between trees n stuff.
could the weird vibes have been because i did it tuesday (4th) and then 3 days before that? (too often i know) or because i did so much? im pretty small, 100lbs. or maybe it was a combo of both?
has this ever happend to anyone? or the weird like brain zaps and spasms? they almost felt like little convulsions or something...
also when i popped on that tuesday, i only did .2 but it hit me really quick like 20 minutes and rly RLY hard. it felt great for a moment then i got rly scared and i wanted it to stop n i wished i hadnt done it. my friends calmed me down before i had a full out anxiety attack but i wanna know why that happend? and how did it affect me sooo much especially when i just did it on the saturday a few days before. i think it took my friends the usual 30-45 minutes to feel it and they were def not as messed up as i was. i would think my tolerance wouldv been up cuz iv been doing it roughly once a week.
i was planning on taking a break even before this happend but now its defnitly a sign to chill out.
note: iv been taking 5htp daily, random amounts depending on my mood for the last week or two
i would also get what i think are brain zaps that came with whole body spasms and it wud take me like a split second to realise where i was and that happend numerous times throughout the night. i think that might have been from the lights too though (i was a club) cuz i get little brain zaps sometimes (not body ones tho) when im n the car and the sun is flickering really fast between trees n stuff.
could the weird vibes have been because i did it tuesday (4th) and then 3 days before that? (too often i know) or because i did so much? im pretty small, 100lbs. or maybe it was a combo of both?
has this ever happend to anyone? or the weird like brain zaps and spasms? they almost felt like little convulsions or something...
also when i popped on that tuesday, i only did .2 but it hit me really quick like 20 minutes and rly RLY hard. it felt great for a moment then i got rly scared and i wanted it to stop n i wished i hadnt done it. my friends calmed me down before i had a full out anxiety attack but i wanna know why that happend? and how did it affect me sooo much especially when i just did it on the saturday a few days before. i think it took my friends the usual 30-45 minutes to feel it and they were def not as messed up as i was. i would think my tolerance wouldv been up cuz iv been doing it roughly once a week.
i was planning on taking a break even before this happend but now its defnitly a sign to chill out.
note: iv been taking 5htp daily, random amounts depending on my mood for the last week or two
but I wanna keep it up for at least a month if not longer. I want to to find something else just as exciting in the meantime 