PedrosxPeter
Bluelighter
My mom now ...GOD I cant even begin to explain how my mom feels... I was young but I was the one in the family that could be counted on for ANY thing... cousins coming to me becuase of problems with people .. Family would always ask me for help with everything to working on household problems to help with cars... But during my really strung out time it got to where I would go months without talking or seeing my family...
So my mom now I went for a visit a few months ago and in my old room she was talking about some small trinket she found and put in this drawer which conincidently was where I had stashed my kit so I just came out and told her before she opend drawer herself... She just kinda looked concerned adjutated and walked out ... She has pretty much given up bitching... She knows I still get high but it doesnt dictate my life any more.
When I am out of town working she will ask if I am fucking up or staying clean.. I tell her the truth if I am clean i tell her that but if I am getting high I tell her ... no use in lying she usually knows when I am high... My mom has been through sooo much .. She has found me two of the three times I o.d. She has had to hug me through a jail cell several times... She has deliverd me to several rehabs. I would be dead if not for a mothers, grandparents love.
So my mom now I went for a visit a few months ago and in my old room she was talking about some small trinket she found and put in this drawer which conincidently was where I had stashed my kit so I just came out and told her before she opend drawer herself... She just kinda looked concerned adjutated and walked out ... She has pretty much given up bitching... She knows I still get high but it doesnt dictate my life any more.
When I am out of town working she will ask if I am fucking up or staying clean.. I tell her the truth if I am clean i tell her that but if I am getting high I tell her ... no use in lying she usually knows when I am high... My mom has been through sooo much .. She has found me two of the three times I o.d. She has had to hug me through a jail cell several times... She has deliverd me to several rehabs. I would be dead if not for a mothers, grandparents love.