This is my very first post. i joined this site 10 minutes ago. I know i'm not doing it in the right place but what the hell. I stopped injecting testosterone like 2 months ago and i have been ill ever since. I took the testosterone by injecting them into the muscle in my butt.I did i full little bottle every week. I bought them from a friend who got them from his doctor. I did this for about 8 months. I loved the results. I was active, i was sexual, i finally had some muscle on my chest. I felt great. Then my friend tells me he cant get them anymore because he was jealous because he got fat when he did them and i got action. anyways so now i no longer have them and my neck and back are constantly in spasms. i got some back pills from my doctor but they wear off and once again i cant move well. I cant turn my head and my back hurts all the time pills or not. i have knotts on my shoulders and i no longer work out because i dont have the energy plus it hurts. now im getting fat and my friend that once gave me the testosterone wears a grin on his face.what a bitch! so any advice from anybody would be great! thanks guys . Deanohboy oh by the way i'm 46 years old and it never occurred to me to think what would happen if i stopped this drug. I should have,i would have , i could have but i didn't so now what?