Lightning-Nl
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ad lib said:My worst routine would be the whole ritual of IV drug addiction and wanting to do nothing else but use IV opiates all day long.
This is exactly the way my relationship with plugging drugs has become. Everything about plugging is better. Better drug effects, better euphoria, more addiction. I literally became addicted to plugging instantly and I need to know how I can stop this immediately.
I only thought of plugging a week or less ago, but since then - I haven't taken any drug orally. It's all been rectal administration. I can't help but do it. I don't have a choice but to take my meds atm, but I need to stop rectal administration! Ever since I did it the first time, this entire week has been centered around drugs and how I can plug them. I need to stop this NOW before it becomes a real problem.
Does anyone have any experience with this? I have only one syringe atm and I just destroyed it and through it away. I guess that's step one. Thank god I can't get more. But how do I stop myself from then just sticking pills up my ass? Thanks guys it's really appreciated!
