blah_blah1991
Bluelighter
Hey Guys
About 2 months ago I went way overboard with the benzos (2mg rivitrols to be exact), for about 3 weeks i was taking 1-2mg daily (Occasional twice daily). The benzos really did take me by surprise and im lucky i stopped when I did. I was also doing 80mg oxy tabs once a week well 1/2 an 80 anyway sometimes i would do a full in a week or occasionly more. I now no longer take any benzos and have used oxy twice since the occasion (I have quite a few left over but I do have some sort of self control i just really got taken off gaurd sounds harder then it is)
Well anyone one day i went and gambled allot of money and came home and popped 3-4mg of clonazapan (I already had 2mg in the morning or something and that may not have been the exact dose). I wanted to relax since i had huge anxiety and felt like crap. Some mates came over and i was sooo reckless I skulled a bottle of bourbon straight in about 10 minutes. I know the benzo+alcohol combo in itself is bad I cant even remember doing it so I don't really know what mindset i was in. I remember drinking a sip or two and falling over but thats it. As you can guess I got smashed could barely walk etc but about 2 hours later I just collapsed and hit my head, I was still concious but barely had any control of my movements and apparently I went into some sort of psychosis and couldn't breathe. Now the weird thing is I am usually very mentally sound and have no real issues so to speak, this was an accident although it was inevitable considering how dangerous i was acting.
I woke up in hospital a mess apparently I had a breathing tube and my heart was inconsistent jumping from 40bpm to 220bpm etc.
Anyway since this incident i havent been able to drink even a single beer or vodka or any alcoholic beverage to begin with ithought it was my body saying no more of that shit! But im starting to think i fucked my stomach some how.
On NYE i had 2 points of base as well as 2 white diamonds. I never vomit on drugs but i vomited on the come up of these. I started coming down around 3 and redosed 3 points of base around 4, that day I hadn't eaten to much but i had eaten. Barely any sleep over the past 3 days. I usually handle my drugs well but by 7am I was still speeding hard but i could barely move my stomach felt like hell and i felt so skat it wasn't funny (Although i was sitll on the meth it was real weird i wanted to move but i couldn't) my friends said i was getting pale and everything. They forced me to eat some two minute noddles so i did (This was after vomiting brown liquidy vomit twice) about half an hour later i felt like i was peaking again wasn't sick nothing apparenlty my color regained (this was about 9am) and my heart even felt better "Pulse was same speed but not as weak" it was amazing. So im guessing that i have some sort of stomach problem since all my mates took what i did and got nothing like i did. Food fixed it all was tweaking till about 4pm I kept eating small things like fruit during the day though.
Anyone have any similar situatoins happen to them or can anyone offer an explenation
About 2 months ago I went way overboard with the benzos (2mg rivitrols to be exact), for about 3 weeks i was taking 1-2mg daily (Occasional twice daily). The benzos really did take me by surprise and im lucky i stopped when I did. I was also doing 80mg oxy tabs once a week well 1/2 an 80 anyway sometimes i would do a full in a week or occasionly more. I now no longer take any benzos and have used oxy twice since the occasion (I have quite a few left over but I do have some sort of self control i just really got taken off gaurd sounds harder then it is)
Well anyone one day i went and gambled allot of money and came home and popped 3-4mg of clonazapan (I already had 2mg in the morning or something and that may not have been the exact dose). I wanted to relax since i had huge anxiety and felt like crap. Some mates came over and i was sooo reckless I skulled a bottle of bourbon straight in about 10 minutes. I know the benzo+alcohol combo in itself is bad I cant even remember doing it so I don't really know what mindset i was in. I remember drinking a sip or two and falling over but thats it. As you can guess I got smashed could barely walk etc but about 2 hours later I just collapsed and hit my head, I was still concious but barely had any control of my movements and apparently I went into some sort of psychosis and couldn't breathe. Now the weird thing is I am usually very mentally sound and have no real issues so to speak, this was an accident although it was inevitable considering how dangerous i was acting.
I woke up in hospital a mess apparently I had a breathing tube and my heart was inconsistent jumping from 40bpm to 220bpm etc.
Anyway since this incident i havent been able to drink even a single beer or vodka or any alcoholic beverage to begin with ithought it was my body saying no more of that shit! But im starting to think i fucked my stomach some how.
On NYE i had 2 points of base as well as 2 white diamonds. I never vomit on drugs but i vomited on the come up of these. I started coming down around 3 and redosed 3 points of base around 4, that day I hadn't eaten to much but i had eaten. Barely any sleep over the past 3 days. I usually handle my drugs well but by 7am I was still speeding hard but i could barely move my stomach felt like hell and i felt so skat it wasn't funny (Although i was sitll on the meth it was real weird i wanted to move but i couldn't) my friends said i was getting pale and everything. They forced me to eat some two minute noddles so i did (This was after vomiting brown liquidy vomit twice) about half an hour later i felt like i was peaking again wasn't sick nothing apparenlty my color regained (this was about 9am) and my heart even felt better "Pulse was same speed but not as weak" it was amazing. So im guessing that i have some sort of stomach problem since all my mates took what i did and got nothing like i did. Food fixed it all was tweaking till about 4pm I kept eating small things like fruit during the day though.
Anyone have any similar situatoins happen to them or can anyone offer an explenation

