SilentRoller
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 9, 2012
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Greetings all,
As the title suggests, I suffer from a rather 'consuming' anxiety concerning my heart-rate whilst on stims, due to the fear of impending cardiac failiure or something grim like that. I was wondering if anyone who has encountered the same issues could offer some advice on this, as it stops me enjoying substances (My drug use is limiited to a few times a year. Mainly bk-MDMAm shrooms and weed). I've looked into tryptamines, and recently got some 4-HO MET, but am too scared too try it for fear of something bad happening to my heart etc. Its rediculous I know, but it ruins my few drug experiences, and I really want to conquer this problem, but I'm not sure how.
I have no previous heart problems, have a resting heart-rate between 40-50 and low blood pressure. I'm also rather physically fit, and have an okay diet. My last drug experience was Methylone, where I basically nearly called an ambulence on the comeup, because my heart was beating at a million miles an hour, and I thought I was about to drop dead.
Please help me bluelight, its ruining my enjoyment.
Thanks
SR
As the title suggests, I suffer from a rather 'consuming' anxiety concerning my heart-rate whilst on stims, due to the fear of impending cardiac failiure or something grim like that. I was wondering if anyone who has encountered the same issues could offer some advice on this, as it stops me enjoying substances (My drug use is limiited to a few times a year. Mainly bk-MDMAm shrooms and weed). I've looked into tryptamines, and recently got some 4-HO MET, but am too scared too try it for fear of something bad happening to my heart etc. Its rediculous I know, but it ruins my few drug experiences, and I really want to conquer this problem, but I'm not sure how.
I have no previous heart problems, have a resting heart-rate between 40-50 and low blood pressure. I'm also rather physically fit, and have an okay diet. My last drug experience was Methylone, where I basically nearly called an ambulence on the comeup, because my heart was beating at a million miles an hour, and I thought I was about to drop dead.
Please help me bluelight, its ruining my enjoyment.
Thanks
SR
