foolsgold
Bluelighter
^^ cheers bloodshed im sure i will find something to help with it first i think maybe the free doctors instead of my own maybe get a fairer response of them than my own who always look at me a seeking drugs
Also, please talk to a priest to confess your drug abuse and forgive your sins. The doctor is not your friend, he doesn't pardon you and he must not find out about your abuse under any circumstance. Just state your symptoms, have him run some tests and given the brain fog/mud you describe, youll get your prescription in no time. It doesn't matter if you think that those symptoms are caused by withdrawal or past drug use, in the end, it doesn't matter. You got a health problem and the doctor is there to fix it. If you tell him you took drugs, he is no longer responsible to fix you. Make it his responsibility, don't tell.
christ thats a hard one ive done most but coke my speed habit got up to doing half an oz to an oz of paste from that i found ivory wave ultra about a year before the ban so that could've been mdpv or anything whatever it was i've not touched speed since then because i went from that to 4g of ivory wave ultra then it was 2-dpmp and the likes ranging from 4 to 6 g a binge now its 5g ago of mpa or eph tried 3,4,cptm which i've not made my mine up with yet only dabbled with that so far but madely a cock up a few weeks back and really believe it not snorted 250mg up in a couple of lines as i mixed it up while on benzo with my eph fuck knows how i survived that one i think the other drugs sort of blocked each other out that time and now im back to mdpv like i've said and you will see look at my posts its 4 to 5 days a week on something with the odd break for a swap to noids . plus i've been using a marketplace where people give out samples for reviews and getting ket mdma and meph so basically its a constant flow of drugs .
hate posting in here at times because it sounds like boosting like i've said at times i can not just get a gram of something as it just makes me ill im hooked on the psychosis and sleep dep
here is an example christmas i went through 25 g in 2 weeks of mpa because it was not doing anything and so cheap
The good news is you've done weak stimulants so far. ADHD medication is very strong compared to what you're taking. The doctor will likely prescribe you Dexedrine for your ADHD which will put to shame everything you have taken so far. I remember the night before an exam, I was exhausted at 2am, had a pulsating migraine and codeine had trouble releiving the pain, 4 hours after the migraine was back, so, I took 20mg IR Dexedrine and 50 minutes later the migraine was gone, I was awake as in my best of days and aced the exam hours after. It just burned off the migraine completely. It's so insanely strong it wakes you from the dead.
Remember that with greater potency comes greater responsability. Suicide is a stupid thought man, there's so much ahead of you.
Feigning ADHD is your best hope