For about 3 years I've been using Dex - much larger quantities last 6 months.
I'm thinking about quitting but find it so hard to function without them ... Just dead, numb, not interested in anything.
I know YouTube ain't exactly most credible source of info, but have watched couple of frightening videos on subject of Dex addiction - the theme being that even if you quit, your brain is permanently impacted and the "zombie" feeling never goes away, or not entirely.
I'm really frightened by this idea!
I could put up with the WDs and depression if there was hope they'd pass, or at least improve ... But permanent dopamine issues etc ?
I'd feel as good as dead if it was forever.
Sorry if this is a bit rambly - not on Dex today, recovering from binge. The idea of quitting (and those YouTube docs!) has spooked me and have had a few drinks ...(an issue in itself for me).
Any feed back from anyone who's kicked any sort of stim habit would be welcome...
I'm thinking about quitting but find it so hard to function without them ... Just dead, numb, not interested in anything.
I know YouTube ain't exactly most credible source of info, but have watched couple of frightening videos on subject of Dex addiction - the theme being that even if you quit, your brain is permanently impacted and the "zombie" feeling never goes away, or not entirely.
I'm really frightened by this idea!
I could put up with the WDs and depression if there was hope they'd pass, or at least improve ... But permanent dopamine issues etc ?
I'd feel as good as dead if it was forever.
Sorry if this is a bit rambly - not on Dex today, recovering from binge. The idea of quitting (and those YouTube docs!) has spooked me and have had a few drinks ...(an issue in itself for me).
Any feed back from anyone who's kicked any sort of stim habit would be welcome...