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Still stringing me along; Borderline Personality Disorder

The session with the 'Dr.' on the 28th is supposed to last for 45 mins. I will express my concerns to him about the change in diagnosis and feeling a little 'led' in the conversation at times. I'm a smart cookie, even though I'm mentally interesting ... I get that off of crazymeds.com ... with an IQ of 142 so I can figure it out. It's nice to know that I am not alone and that others have issues with the mental care providers, etc. too. Stay tuned for I will post when I get home and let everyone know what was said/prescribed. I'm so looking forward to the meds - would be nice to get a decent nights' sleep once in awhile.
 
med - not stuck into names / labels

%) Okay, 1/2 tablet 2 x aday for 6 -8 days then 1 tablet 2 x a day.wellbutrin ... 1 -2 capsuls every 6 - 8 hours vistoral ..,doxepin 10 mg 1 -2 capsules every night at bedtime as needed for insomnia. Says mention the 'feeling led' by Todd in next meeting. Yeah. Okay. 1 more try. Stay tuned.
 
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I tried cancelling all my appointments with 'Todd' yesterday ... Um ma'am this is a counseling-based facility - that would be all your appointments cancelled ... Ya think? I'm the one who made them! So we're leaving March 8th - wonder if he will remember who the fuck I am? Doubt it, that would require that he read his computer screen prior to coming in to get me. I feel like such a zombie ... why do my husbands valium work SO MUCH BETTER ... than this wellbutrin, vistoral, and doxipen (although that works better than benedryl and melatonin ... like fast, bam and I'm out.) Oh child, up off the couch, really??? I'm trying to 'titrate'. Not easy, as I have to remember what the heck I took and I can't a lot of the time.
 
Well ... update here ... I'm now on Wellbutrin 300 mgs a day. Took me off my wanna-be valium. Gave me a couple of more labels; in addition to the Borderline Personality Disorder, I also have anxiety something, and depression something. Shock - not. Last time I went in, the doctor put me on Abilify - caused me to have headaches, and just feel plain wierd. I'm taking the samples back when I go back in. Dr. is suggesting Lithium?
 
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Now on 2 300 mg wellbutrin (sucks - doesn't work at all) ... and 2 300 mg of neurotin :) kinda like it ... won't prescribe me a benzo to save my life. Abilify gave me headaches.
 
Ok, not seeing anyone now and not on any meds ... husband lost job and has become even more of an ass. Seriously not wanting to get up anymore. Not looking forward to anything, wish I had never married anyone. Not eating ... mom says, you know thats major depression? I'm thinking, yeah, ya want a cookie or something? Very sad, very lonely. Waiting for 'proceedure' for my female parts falling apart.
 
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