LundiMusic
Bluelighter
Hi guys,
I was always told that weed was a step up drug, as maybe the case with many people. I was wondering for a bit of research what phases people have gone through with their drugs of choice. For example, I am looking for patterns such as: weed to stimulants to benzos ... etc etc.
My first drug of choice like most people was:
1. Alcohol, and then when joining university it quickly blossomed into
2. MDMA, which was perfect until it became practically unavailable in my area. I then decided to try and find that beautiful Mandy high with psychedelics and my D.O.C became
3. Ketamine. After a few bad trips, and a job, I was able to afford to switch my D.O.C to
4. Cocaine, and then very swiftly
5. Mephedrone. This lasted for months until I became very addicted and ended up with psycosis, PTSD and panic disorder (stupid I know). In order to erase the horrific memories and ease my new mental disorders, my drug of choice of course became
6. Alcohol again. I then became an alcoholic for many months which made eveything worse until I finally kicked it and then discovered:
7. Diazepam. Which I still love and use. With all my mental disorders cleared up after months of therapy etc, my drug of choice has become:
8. Dihydrocodeine. Which at the moment seems beautiful. It doesnt even give me a hangover, but rather makes me feel better the next day.
Ok, so sorry if that came across like some kind of life story, Im in a flurry of writing lol.
So it seems I moved from standard alcohol, to euphoric stims and psychedelics, to harder stims, to downers, benzos, and then opiates.
Im just for research what patterns of D.O.C's others have been through if anyone would like to share I would be interested to know. For example, do people ever start on Harder stuff like Heroin and move down, or is it usually the same spiral.
By the way this research is for a book im writing.
Thanks.
Luke.
I was always told that weed was a step up drug, as maybe the case with many people. I was wondering for a bit of research what phases people have gone through with their drugs of choice. For example, I am looking for patterns such as: weed to stimulants to benzos ... etc etc.
My first drug of choice like most people was:
1. Alcohol, and then when joining university it quickly blossomed into
2. MDMA, which was perfect until it became practically unavailable in my area. I then decided to try and find that beautiful Mandy high with psychedelics and my D.O.C became
3. Ketamine. After a few bad trips, and a job, I was able to afford to switch my D.O.C to
4. Cocaine, and then very swiftly
5. Mephedrone. This lasted for months until I became very addicted and ended up with psycosis, PTSD and panic disorder (stupid I know). In order to erase the horrific memories and ease my new mental disorders, my drug of choice of course became
6. Alcohol again. I then became an alcoholic for many months which made eveything worse until I finally kicked it and then discovered:
7. Diazepam. Which I still love and use. With all my mental disorders cleared up after months of therapy etc, my drug of choice has become:
8. Dihydrocodeine. Which at the moment seems beautiful. It doesnt even give me a hangover, but rather makes me feel better the next day.
Ok, so sorry if that came across like some kind of life story, Im in a flurry of writing lol.
So it seems I moved from standard alcohol, to euphoric stims and psychedelics, to harder stims, to downers, benzos, and then opiates.
Im just for research what patterns of D.O.C's others have been through if anyone would like to share I would be interested to know. For example, do people ever start on Harder stuff like Heroin and move down, or is it usually the same spiral.
By the way this research is for a book im writing.
Thanks.
Luke.
