Do I accept that I’ll never regain control, even after long periods of abstinence?
04/12/10 12:05 AM
I’ve already experienced long periods of abstinence. Twice.
I was clean from 1993 to 1998
Relapsed from 1998 to 2003
Clean again from 2003 to 2008
Relapsed again until the second day of rehab on August 22nd 2009
I keep fuckin’ up whenever I think “i’m normal now’ or when I tell myself ‘I can do just a little’
Yes, I accept that I won’t ever regain control.
04/12/10 12:05 AM
I’ve already experienced long periods of abstinence. Twice.
I was clean from 1993 to 1998
Relapsed from 1998 to 2003
Clean again from 2003 to 2008
Relapsed again until the second day of rehab on August 22nd 2009
I keep fuckin’ up whenever I think “i’m normal now’ or when I tell myself ‘I can do just a little’
Yes, I accept that I won’t ever regain control.