Step 1: Reservations, Question 5

What reservations am I still holding on to?

04/07/10 10:49 PM

This sucks because I guess I do have some reservations and they are rather big. Most of the time I don’t think about them but when I do think about them they become very real.

• I have never shot meth and I regret that

• I have never shot dilaudid

• I have done speedballs but I was too cautious and never got the full experience

• I miss LSD (haven’t done it in about 12 years but still)

• I have never done pure MDMA

Yes, this is a list of ‘I nevers’ but if the opportunity was right in front of me it would be VERY difficult to resist.

 

When we're recovering, I'm sure most of us have a list of drugs that we wish we had tried. But I think you've just gotta face the fact that you've moved on, you're clean, and trying one of these drugs could ruin all of that. Especially shooting meth and dilly's... you should be happy you never did those, not regretful!