'Denial is the part of our disease that tells us we don't have a disease.'
- The Narcotics Anonymous Step Working Guides (page 2)
compulsive - irresistible impulse
(source: dictionary.com [mobile version])
obsession - the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.
(source: dictionary.com [web version])
Have I compulsively acted on an obsession, and then acted as if I had actually planned to act that way? When were those times?
02/07/10 9:17 PM
These questions are starting to piss me off. I mean... what the fuck? Most of the times I got high were times when I went into auto-pilot and went to go cop. I always knew, in the back of my head, that I was gonna go get high anyway. If I had money, I got high regardless if I wanted to or not. I believe this is standard operating procedure for any addict, I'm no exception.
That's all I have to say about this.
Next question, please.
- The Narcotics Anonymous Step Working Guides (page 2)
compulsive - irresistible impulse
(source: dictionary.com [mobile version])
obsession - the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.
(source: dictionary.com [web version])
Have I compulsively acted on an obsession, and then acted as if I had actually planned to act that way? When were those times?
02/07/10 9:17 PM
These questions are starting to piss me off. I mean... what the fuck? Most of the times I got high were times when I went into auto-pilot and went to go cop. I always knew, in the back of my head, that I was gonna go get high anyway. If I had money, I got high regardless if I wanted to or not. I believe this is standard operating procedure for any addict, I'm no exception.
That's all I have to say about this.
Next question, please.