State Psychiatric Hospitals SUCK!

I just spent a month at a state psychiatric hospital for flipping the fuck out in public.

my asshole husband called from Iraq telling me we're getting divorced, I flipped out, fought with cops, landed my ass in the psych ward, where I fought with the nurses, took all nurses and 4 security guards to hog tie me and give me 4 shots of thorazine to get me in lockup. then was court ordered there. got out thursday, took so long cuz I was refusing meds (im bipolar apparently, and love being manic!!!) and I was fighting. now im court ordered followup care and to take meds, otherwise I get arrested and go right back in the hospital.

I am filing for divorce, already moved into a 2 bedroom house in the country with my boyfriend I met at the psych ward. I love him, he's a retired UFC fighter, and breeds and trains dogs and horses for a living. he makes money! (love em anyways, just a nice bonus)

lost custody of kids, will fight for that too once im mentally stable enough.

ill be back on more once I get a computer here.

whew, shit, that's all for now I guess.
love you and miss all u!!

 

Oh wow October.
I am so sorry to hear all this!!!
I hope things work out and you get healthy soon......

 

Fuck. It hits all at once doesn't it? Sending blessings your way

 

Goddamn...love and light from me.

 

Stay strong, hon

 

keep yourchin upm but take from me, unless pretty special, fighting 4 cops will never end well fo ryou.

 

thanks for the heads up rangrz, it took me awhile to learn that one for myself... lol...god, thats so damn sad....