state of confusion

[alkachik414]

I’m lost in a state of confusion
Running with no destination
What do I do
Where do I go
What is my destiny
I do not know
So instead I piss it all away
The gut wrenching feeling I have each day
The nausea
When does it stop
When will I stop
When will I wake up from this nightmare
But is it a nightmare?
I fear it isn’t
It is my life

 

[rm-rf]

nausea is such sweet sarrow...