buttheaduk
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 4, 2003
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- 211
Dont quite know how to explain this as i can hardly remember what happened now.
Around an hour before i had taken 90mg codeine/1500mg paracetmol. I loaded my pipe (budbomb) with a very small amount of weed and a nice amount of salvia 10x extract on top bought from deva, glad i didnt have the money at the time to buy anything stonger! I held the lighter on the bowl for a few seconds first then inhaled the lot, i then waited around 10seconds and lay down waiting a big longner then exhaling the smoke and closing my eyes (i think i was lying down when i exhaled). Not sure after if i decided to stand up and try and get another smoke from the bowl but if i did i didnt get any further than standing.
I have a b/w poster of homer on my wall, cant remember exactly but he was looking at me with that pose, may of been more than one of him. Dont know for how long i looked back then i found mysef looking at my computer (think i was lying down) but i didnt know what it was i was just looking at it (or at least i think i was) There was a floppy disk in the drive (wasnt there before or after) at this point i started to try and fight it very hard but didnt get far. I didn't know what my computer was it was just there and i was locked on it.
I struggled to think of any thoughts which brought me to the conclusion that life isnt real but just an imagination. At this point i do remember that i had no memorys of my real life and i started to panic much more trying to fight it.
I got up and turned the fire off although its like a freezer in here, at this point i was starting to gain a bit more control so i shouted, maybe several times im not sure and then laid back down. I could now feel what i think was my heart at 10000rpm, i put my hand on my chest and felt it. I was now much more conscious but did not know i had taken any salvia so i thought i had was about to die from 3 Kapake Tablets! I got up and went on the computer then a walk around the house to try and calm down, the beating lasted for 10mins slowly slowing down near the end.
Was that beating normal, i am never going to touch this stuff ever again. I have never had anything as scary as this in my entire life, still shocked from it all.
Around an hour before i had taken 90mg codeine/1500mg paracetmol. I loaded my pipe (budbomb) with a very small amount of weed and a nice amount of salvia 10x extract on top bought from deva, glad i didnt have the money at the time to buy anything stonger! I held the lighter on the bowl for a few seconds first then inhaled the lot, i then waited around 10seconds and lay down waiting a big longner then exhaling the smoke and closing my eyes (i think i was lying down when i exhaled). Not sure after if i decided to stand up and try and get another smoke from the bowl but if i did i didnt get any further than standing.
I have a b/w poster of homer on my wall, cant remember exactly but he was looking at me with that pose, may of been more than one of him. Dont know for how long i looked back then i found mysef looking at my computer (think i was lying down) but i didnt know what it was i was just looking at it (or at least i think i was) There was a floppy disk in the drive (wasnt there before or after) at this point i started to try and fight it very hard but didnt get far. I didn't know what my computer was it was just there and i was locked on it.
I struggled to think of any thoughts which brought me to the conclusion that life isnt real but just an imagination. At this point i do remember that i had no memorys of my real life and i started to panic much more trying to fight it.
I got up and turned the fire off although its like a freezer in here, at this point i was starting to gain a bit more control so i shouted, maybe several times im not sure and then laid back down. I could now feel what i think was my heart at 10000rpm, i put my hand on my chest and felt it. I was now much more conscious but did not know i had taken any salvia so i thought i had was about to die from 3 Kapake Tablets! I got up and went on the computer then a walk around the house to try and calm down, the beating lasted for 10mins slowly slowing down near the end.
Was that beating normal, i am never going to touch this stuff ever again. I have never had anything as scary as this in my entire life, still shocked from it all.